Hellllllloooo peoples who follow me~ I have a request here for a user : RAIKIM4everlover and since I can't PM anymore with that person, I've decided to put up the story so I hope you guys like it. The Subjective Chills will be uploaded by the weekend just waiting to get over this flu/cold thing~ *tosses out another nightquill bottle* so please be patient with me, I'm trying. I'm open to all requests and will work on them as soon as I can so don't be shy, I love you all ^^. Okay enough with my mindless rambling, let's get on with this story shall we?

Reminiscing In Nightmares

Chapter 1: Reality Check Anri's P.O.V

It's always something in this world that pulls us back to the reality that we've tried to escape. That I've tried to escape. Even when the Earth seems to stand still, you suddenly realize you're still here, breathing, living, falling. Never changing just like before.

Even in the moments where you feel like your entire world is crashing and cracking all around you, it's really not. You look around and see that it's you, not the world, and yet again, it's always been that way.

Questions, thoughts, voices, all mixing, fusing, entertaining into something of a sick sub-conscious. Dreams and memories, sweet dwellings, shatter as reality is thrown back into your face, like the dust being kicked up from running from your own destiny. This is my reality check.

I look into the reflective glass before me, judging appearances even though they don't matter. Short black, cropped hair, round maroon eyes that are just a blank canvas, and an unwavering glance of innocence that only serves as a mask.

I guess it's rather amusing now. I sit here with a voice whispering in my ears, serving me no displeasure, a neutral notion at that. I fixate life as a loveless dream for myself, because it's easier that way, or at least, that's what I keep telling myself.

Dawn now serves its rays, a day to go back into the story I built for myself. Though the truth may be out, nothing is really different, but yet it can never be the same. And with that, I continue to ponder the same pattern of endless dwellings, leaving my home and moving forth until I meet the main gates of the Academy.

"Ah, hello Anri~"

I turn to the familiar voice.

"N-Na Nasujima-Sensei," I stutter dumbly, shrinking back in fear.

Crap too many people around… Hmm.. Hello, is anyone near the main gates? Hello~

"Hm.. Have you been avoiding me Anri?" he asks suggestively, his body looming over mine as he moves closer.

"N-no, I think the bell is going to-" I say quietly, being cut off by fear, my words caught in my throat. He moved closer, leaning, his breath hot and disgusting against my face.

I try to move back, but I am met with the wall. Cold and harsh, cutting off escape routes. I felt pathetic, not doing anything as he continued to make his move. His eyes were glazed over with lust, I could feel my heart race.

His lips ghost just above my own, until he crashed them down onto mine. Hungry, sloppy, unwanted. I try to push him away but he leans harder on me, holding my hands above my head. I try to scream, but he slips his tongue into my mouth. I squirm, my screams are swallowed and muffled by his mouth being pressed on to mine.

"Hey, what the hell do ya think you're doing you bastard," I hear a familiar voice scream.

Masaomi?

He immediately presses off, trying to make a run for it, but he doesn't get far before a flash of blonde an white come across my vision as clicks against the pavement rings in my ears. My ears twitch to the sound of cracking and scuffing. I don't bother to check around the corner, as I let myself slide down the wall, wiping my lips to try to erase the violation and disgust from them. I look down and stare at my feet, not knowing what to do.

So stupid Anri! How could I be so stupid.. Why did I let him get that close to me? Why did I freeze up like that? Why am I so weak?

"Anri?"

"Masaomi..? You're back?"

The boys looks at me sheepishly, digging his heels into the pavement. I avert my eyes.

"Are you alright?" he asks.

"Mhhhm, I'm fine, thank you," I reply, still failing to make contact with him.

I hear him walk over to me, and take a seat beside me. He lets his feet slide out in front of him, fully stretched forward.

"He wont bother you anymore you know," he says softly. His voice is low.

"I'm- I'm sorry," I say.

"For what? That bastard is the one that was making moves on you, it's not your fault or anything like, at all, I mean-"

I turn to him, cutting him off, "You shouldn't have had to have gotten involved because of me, I'm sorry," I say getting up quickly and making a gesture to run, but a slender hand grabs my wrist before I could leave.

"Never be sorry for things that are out of your control, and never be sorry for anything I do, that's why I'm here," he says softly, but firmly.

"You shouldn't have to," I say quietly, pulling my hand from his grasp and darting out of sight.

I hear light shuffling behind me, but I'm already gone.

And this is my reality: something that pulls me back from my final escape and forces me to reminisce in the nightmare that I have created for myself~

~end chapter.

Okay, sorry if the characters are kind of OOC im not used to these two, But I'll give it a shot. Let me know what you think, and review cause it makes me happy. Hope to update both stories soon my little fanficers~ haha, that sounded way cooler in my head ;)

Happy Reading,

~Eri-chan