A/N: Sorry I haven't posted in a while… Just a one shot song fic.
Disclaimer: Song By Carrie Underwood Characters By Dick Wolf
Jesus Take the Wheel
Dam. My little girls first Christmas and we are on the road. I wish he was here. Elliot always made things so much better . But the mother fucker had to leave us. He had been going after a suspect and got shot and left me with our then 4 month old baby. So I decided Christmas with the parents in Cincinnati was for the best. But dam. 50 miles left to drive and I'm running out of the umph. This will be the first time I've seen them sine I became a widow 2 months ago. I need his strength… I'm losing faith… not to mention the gas tank is almost on e.
She was driving last Friday on her way to CincinnatiOn a snow white Christmas EveGoing home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseatFifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasolineIt'd been a long hard year
I didn't even realize I was driving to fast for the weather until I was spinning. Fucking glass ice! Ariahnah is only 6 months old, she hasn't been able to live life yet…. I can't lose her to! My unfulfilled life and her short little innocent life flew through my head. I didn't have time to cry, and I new I couldn't control the car, so I looked up, and I begged for help!
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attentionshe was going way too fast Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glassShe saw both their lives flash before her eyesShe didn't even have time to cryShe was sooo scaredShe threw her hands up in the airJesus take the wheelTake it from my handsCause I can't do this on my ownI'm letting goSo give me one more chanceSave me from this road I'm onJesus take the wheel
The car was freezing and getting colder when we finally stopped. We were across the high way facing the wrong way. Tears flowed down my face when I looked to the backseat. Ariahnah was still fastened in her car-seat. Her head tilted to one side, snoring ever so softly. She gets that from her daddy. The ability to sleep through anything. I Couldn't believe we survived. I knew I had been blessed tonight, and so, for the first time in 10 years I did what Elliot always did. I bowed my Head and I prayed to go. "Lord, I know that I am Probably the worst person in the world to be doing this… but I'm so sorry for the way I have been living. I'm So sorry that I haven't come to you with my problems, so lord from now on I want you to help… If you will… I want you to take control of my life. Help me raise my little girl the way Elliot would have??"
It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulderAnd the car came to a stopShe cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rockAnd for the first time in a long timeShe bowed her head to prayShe said I'm sorry for the wayI've been living my lifeI know I've got to changeSo from now on tonightJesus take the wheelTake it from my handsCause I can't do this on my ownI'm letting goSo give me one more chanceSave me from this road I'm onOoh, Jesus take the wheelOoh, I'm letting goSo give me one more chanceSave me from this road I'm onFrom this road I'm onJesus take the wheelOoh, take it, take it from meOoh ooh wah ah ooh ooh ooh