Author's note: Naruto and Iruka poem thats been
sitting on my computer for a very long time. Well, here it is. Naruto's
watching Iruka in the teacher's lounger, or somthing, use your
imagination, and these are his thoughts. Make of it what you will.
Unseen
See me
And see nothing.
Say nothing
Feel nothing.
I am not here
Watching
from the window.
Laughing
Because you mean it.
Smiling
Because you mean it.
I wish
I could be like that.
It is so cold
Out here.
You are on the inside
Not bothering to look
out
And I am looking in
At a place
I can't go.
I don't belong
I don't fit it.
I never did.
I am not here
Watching from the
widow.
You look up
I look away.
I don't belong here
I know that.
I am not here
Watching from the
window.
Every day
I wear a mask
So no one can see
How bad it hurts
When you're on the
outside
Looking in.
I am not here
Watching from the
window.
You think you know me.
Ha.
Nobody knows me.
Nobody wants to know
me.
I am a monster
No matter
How much you deny it.
I am not here
Watching from the
window.
I fight and fight and
fight
Trying to prove
That I can
Be somebody
Other than what in
sealed in me.
I fight so hard
But
In the end
I have proven nothing
to you.
I am not here
Watching from the
window.
You
The one I admire the
most.
Hatred
Runs so deep
Through your blood
Deny it
But
I know
What you will not say.
I am not here
Watching from the
window.
I
Took so much
From you.
And you, you bled for
me
When I took from you
What
Cannot be
Replaced.
I am not here
Watching from the
window.
Hatred runs
So deep
From all sides.
At first
I couldn't comprehend
Why
I was so different.
But now I see
Through the eyes
Of everyone else.
I am not here
Watching from the
window.
A prison for a monster
That is my fate.
A monster
I contain and
A monster
I have become.
I am not here
Watching from the
window.
I
See into his past.
I
Have seen that night
So many times.
I
Know why you scream
When you think
No one can hear.
I scream too
Upon waking
When I realized
I
Was the one
Who stole from you
What cannot be
replaced.
I am not here
Watching from the
window.
Why do you not
Scorn me
Like the others
When
Your hatred
Is the deepest
Of them all
Rightfully so
None can deny
But yourself, and
Deny it you do.
Why?
I am not here
Watching from the
window.
Why do you deny?
Just say
That you hate.
It's ok
You don't have to
lie.
I am not here
Watching from the
window.
Stop, stop
I know
What you will not say.
I know
That you hate.
Stop denying
Say what you
Truly feel.
I am not here
Watching from the
window.
I don't understand
Why you deny
I know
What I did, what he
Did
To you, to your
Parents.
Just say
That you hate
Me.
I can take it
I can.
I am not here
Watching from the
window.
I am not here
Watching from the
window.