Dear Ravenwood,
I apologize for not sending more letters. I've just sat here at my farm day after day, thinking about the past. My friends have all left me, or forgotten me. I've acquired my new male friend, but I know he will fade away eventually too. What would happen if I had never chosen to left home? Firepaw and Aysa could've gone and loved each other, and I would have stayed home and found someone else to love. My marriage went horrible, have you ever thought you knew someone, but then they betray you? Exactly that. I used to do things that I loved here, running around with friends, then the Horde came and recruited me for their army. I wish Hellscream wasn't my problem. Everything would be better if nobody called me their "Hero". I just don't know what to do with myself anymore, the new problems with Hellscream weigh me down. It would all be better if we could just keep that day we met at The Peak. Training over and over again, and our mentor's words would be better than the cheer when I march into battle. The bloodshed of men and women of any race. I want him dead, all Hellscream has caused was pain. But in the end what happens after that? I won't have a purpose in life, my battling will be for naught. I can only hope that Thrall can take my memories away like he promised, and I can be a peaceful Pandaren with a husband and children. Even this letter disgusts me, it is amazing how I am labeled the "Iron Fisted" and I can just let myself spill all out on a piece of parchment.
With wrenching heart,
Ashstrike.