When I'm Gone

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There's another world inside of me that you may never see

Jimmy knew he couldn't keep this up forever, but he might have to if he and Haibra never found

the black organization and made a cure, he wished Rachael didn't have to suffer though.

There's secrets in this life I can't hide

Rachael wept, she let her tears reach the bottom of her face and fall into oblivion.

Jimmy was watching and felt sick, he was causing all of this. He just couldn't let this happen

a second more.

Well somewhere in this darkness theres a light I can not find

There wasn't a good side to any of this, everything that had happened since

that night has been bad. I may have caught some murderers... but at the

price of my friends tears?

Maybe it's to far away... or maybe I'm just blind

Jimmy felt his heart ache, he wanted everything was back to normal.

He wished he hadn't played detective that night.

So hold me when I'm here

Rachael I wish I had spent the rest of that night with you.

I wish I had been able to admit my love.

Right me when I'm wrong

You had been right, I shouldn't have run off to investigate those

shady characters.

Hold me when I'm scared

You never comforted me, you comforted who I overshadowed, who I portrayed the

person I became and who I lived as.

And love me when I'm gone

Please Rachael, Please wait for me and never forget who I was.

Everything I am

I'm not just some eight year old kid, I'm Jimmy... Jimmy Kudo!

The one who loved you and the one who was a fool.

And everything in me

If only you knew who Conan really was, Then you would understand.

And then your heart might be at ease.

Wants to be the one who you wanted me to be

I want to be Jimmy right now...

But I can't and I know that disappoints you

as much as it does me.

I'll never let you down, even if I could

I wont give up, I will find the cure and become Jimmy Kudo again

and Then we can become more then friends.

I'd give up everything if only for your good

I would take the bullet, I would take whatever would hurt you.

I would give my live for yours.

I am like your guardian angel.

As long as your in my watchful eyes

You shall be safe.

When your Education X-ray cannot see under my skin

You used to be able to read me like a book

What I was up to and what I was about to do

But now I show no signs

and I make sure you can't see

I won't tell you a damn thing that I couldn't tell my friends

If I can't tell you who can I tell?

Roaming through this darkness, I'm alive but I'm alone

I have nobody, and I might always be.

A part of me is fighting this, but a part of me is gone

I'm doing all I can to become me again, But I might already be gone

and I might remain as I am.

I'm sorry Rachael

And I hope you can one day

Forgive me