Lucy drew her legs into her chest, wrapping her arms around them for safe keeping. Everything important, her heart and her chest, were diamonds; her body the safe. The tighter a ball she curled into, the more she could protect all of it.
They were rough and unpolished, but diamonds nonetheless.
Natsu crouched down in front of her as she cowered deeper into the couch. He was so gentle-like always-no matter when or where they were. His fiery touch made her spark when he was around. She didn't need to touch him, even; just being close was enough to feel the burn of his affection.
"You don't have to be scared." He cooed, his hands slowly grabbing onto her ankles. Rough hands slid up her calves in a minute loving gesture. "I'm not going to hurt you."
The blonde shook her head. Chocolate eyes shut so tightly that a few tears rolled out the edges, as they had no place left to go. They were kept inside so long it was impossible to detain then any longer. Streams of the water fell faintly down her round cheeks, dripping onto her chest.
Natsu smiled sadly. That smile could set the ocean on fire. He leaned forward and placed small kisses along her leg. He felt them tense up at first, fearing pain rather than pleasure. He ran his hands up and down them as if she was just cold and he was trying to warm her up.
"Please don't be scared of me." Natsu pleaded softly, his lips brushing over her knees. He wrapped his hands around her calves, gently pulling her legs down away from her chest and into his.
Lucy sniffled quietly, crossing her arms over her chest. "I'm not scared of you."
Deep set onyx eyes stared harmlessly up at her from between her legs, shining with a wet sadness that made Lucy start to cry even more. Those eyes weren't meant to hold such hurt. Natsu spoke lowly, his lips soft and steady as they formed trails over her body. "Then what are you scared of?"
Lucy turned her head to the side, stifling a sound foreign to herself. Ever since she was a kid, she let no one touch her. And here she was, so grown up and so beautiful, shaking with fear as this man held her like she thought no one ever would.
"I'm scared of this." Lucy whispered, her voice breaking into something short of a moan as Natsu kissed between her thighs. "I've done it before and I didn't like it."
Natsu didn't look up at her; he kept going down further between her legs, stroking her thighs until his hand brushed over her center. She let out a small cry, nerves bursting throughout her body.
"If someone made you hurt in the past, I'm sorry. They just didn't love you." Natsu mumbled quietly, his fingers prying at the thin covering over her mound.
More trails of tears rolled down Lucy's cheeks, realizing that every word he said was right. They didn't love her; no man could make the woman they love feel so much pain for so long. Natsu would be no different.
No matter how manny kisses he laid on her skin, no matter how many times he said he'd be there for her, he'd leave. They always did.
"They just didn't love you." Natsu repeated. His fingers pulled apart Lucy's delicate folds, finding himself wetting Lucy's skin with saliva as he drooled over the small moans she was making.
"If they didn't love you, I'm so sorry." Natsu whispered, his heartbeat paced evenly as he breathed over her core. "But I love you, and I'm going to make sure you fall in love with me."
Disclaimer + Warning:
Some graphic or sensitive
topics will be touched upon,
such as rape, mysophobia and
OCD, & depression and anxiety.
Please do not go on if you can't
handle these subjects, and read
cautiously if you choose to do so.
This book is for enjoyment, but
these topics are very serious.
Nalu Lemon Novel
Exy Koroleva © 2016
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