Moving on
the sun has finally risen
the darkness slowly creeps away
its been awhile since ive seen light
darkness has ruled my life for so long
it had taken over
everything i was
everything i knew
everything i remembered of you
but the darkness has slowly lifted
the abyss that was my heart has caved in on its self
leaving a faint scar but nothing else
thats how it should be
there should be a scar
the scar defines me
its apart of who i am
it shows what i have lost
what i have learned
how i have grown
when the abyss took over
i thought i would never be the same
and i was right
but it wasnt because of you
it was because of me
i am stronger
i dont live me life around any one person
i am my own person
my fate isnt dictated by how much he likes me
by how much he loves me
by how much he hurts me
ive learned to move on
im my own person
im in charge of my fate
my destiny
my life
he cant hurt me
if he's not my true love
a fling cant hurt me
even if i dont know its a fling at the time
i dont have time for just fun
i want commitment
commitment cant hurt
commitment is real
commitment is true love
love that cant fade away
that cant fall apart
that cant bring along with it the abyss
love thats everlasting
thats eternal
thats forever
i look back at past loves
but i dont look back in sadness
but in rememorance
i have loved
and i have lost
but i am still me
and i am strong
i am ready for life
and life better be ready for me
(A/N please review and tell me what you think!!!)