Someone Else
sometimes i wonder
and i hate myself for it
but then again
you give me reason to wonder
and doubt
every kiss feels like it was meant for someone else
every hug
every time our eyes meet
why do i feel like your wishing it was someone else in your arms
someone else that your kisses belonged to
someone else youd rather look at
someone who all your i love you's belonged
but its not me
i see that
its not me that you want to hold
its not me that you want to kiss
but i hold you tighter
and i kiss you harder
because you are mine
and i want you to stay
but i can tell
looking in your eyes
that you dont really belong to me
theres someone else
someone else who has your heart
and wont give it back
who wont give it to me
i lie awake at night crying
crying because of what i have to do
i cant keep you any more
you dont belong to me
you belong to him
whoever he is
and so i pray
that mabye if i let you go
you might come back to me
then your kisses will be mine
and your i love you's will be mine
and your heart will be mine
but until then i have to let you go
and go on praying
that he isnt the one for you
that someday you'll come back to me
and you'll look at me
and never let me go
but that wont happen
i know that even as i let you go
you are forever his
not mine
and i lie awake at night crying
because i was the fool who let you go
and you will never come back
no matter how many tears i shed
no matter how many prayers i say
you never belonged to me
and you never will
so i say goodbye
to a love
to a life
and to a heart
which will never be repaired again
( A/N please review and tell me what you think!!!)