"Losing Them" By Nina

This is a Marron story. Well I think a poem, I'm not sure. Don't hate the ending that is how I feel. I base this story on something in my life. I don't like to write sad stories but I felt really sad the day I wrote it. I'm still kind of sad now. But on with story thingy. For myself.

Marron looked down as she walked.

"It was raining that day, too." She whispered to herself.

"I lost them. I shouldn't have done what I did. If it wasn't for me than I wouldn't have lost them. I hate myself. It was my entire fault. I wish I had time machine to fix my mistake. I shouldn't have done that. I regret everything. They hate me. I shouldn't have let them get so far away from me. I lost my family." Marron told herself.

Hot tears came out of her eyes and rolled down her cheeks.

The raindrops were cold. She walked and walked.

"I am all alone in this world. There's no one for me in this world. I have no family.

 Family doesn't keep one secret from only one family member. I shouldn't have yelled at her.

 I shouldn't have been so mean. I lost her. I should have just done what she wanted me, too. They don't love me. They don't believe me when I say 'I sorry.' I am so lonely. I am all alone. I shouldn't have ran so fast. I shouldn't run from my problems."

More tears rolled down. Then she ran again.

"I can't stop running. I can't stop crying. I shouldn't always try to be the tough one. I tried to change, but I can't. Every picture I draw is the person is crying. One time a little boy looked at one of my pictures it was a boy in the rain crying and the little boy asked me

 "Why is he crying?" and I said "I don't know."

"I know I am losing them more each day and I can do anything. It rips my heart up so much. I want to kill myself. Life is hard. I lived a hard life and I will always till the end." She said once more as she jumped from a cliff and to end her hard life.

To be continued



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It was korny. Sorry, I'm a sucky writer.

And I know it seem like it ended. This is this second time I posted this story but I made correction and I am going to make a chapter story for this. Ok I'm sorry it took my long, and I'm just talking to myself because no one will read it and review. O well bye.