Abyss
its dark
its cold
its lonely
these three things rule my life
your not here to light my way
your not here to warm me when im cold
your not here to comfort me with a hug
youve left me to this
the dark
the cold
and the emptyness
emptyness that i cant run from
because its inside of me
eating away at who i was
at who i am
at who i would have been
its a dark whole at the center of my being
a black whole of nothingness
where you used to be
where your love used to warm me
where your presence used to bring me peace
where your abscence now distroys me
memories of us fuel the dark abyss
of how we used to be
your smile
your kiss
your kindness
its like a slap in the face
how could everything have changed so fast
how did we end up like this
how did the lonelyness become such a part of who i am
could the happy times have been a dream
and escape from the cruel reality that is us
that was us
all those moments
all those wonderful times we shared
dont compare to the hurt
to the pain
to the never ending emptyness
i convince myself its your loss
i convince myself that time will seal the dark abyss
that i will find another
another who will take your place in my soul
but i know your mark will always be there
im damaged goods
im scarred
who would want me now
i know you did love me
i could tell by the way you looked at me
but the way you kissed me
by the way you softly whisphered, i love you
but those were only words
they mean nothing now
we grew apart
and i couldnt hold us together
all thats left now
is the dark
the cold
the emptyness
and the dark abyss of rejection
that will forever live in my soul
eternally apart of who i am
(A/N please review and tell me what you think!!! who do you think this best represents? Shuichi losing Yuki, or Yuki losing Shuichi?)