Louisa-

''Why did you let me go?'' Chris is screaming at her. ''This is all your fault Louisa, all your fault!'' Louisa has tears in her eyes ''No that's not true, i love you Chris you know that!'' The tears are now rolling down her cheeks, why did he say this? ''I don't believe you Lou, I don't think you love me'' Then suddenly she feels a hand on her shoulder, she turns around to see her mom not looking all happy. ''Mom what's happening, why is Chris acting all this weird?'' Her mom walks past her and stops next to Chris. ''He is not acting weird Louisa, you are you never should've let Chris go. This is all your fault.'' Louisa falls with her knees onto the ground, and let her tears hit the floor. ''That's not true, it's not my fault'' she says with her face facing the floor. ''Or is it?'' And looks up at her mom and Chris, but they are gone. ''You will regret letting me go Louisa.'' She looks around to see who just spoke, but there is no one. Suddenly the whole room is going dark, and she can't see a thing. ''Regret'' she hear someone whisper. ''No, nooooo'' she screamed.

Then she wakes up all screaming. She looks around her room, all sweaty and she is panting loudly. ''It was just a nightmare.'' She whispers to herself ''Just a nightmare…''

She is having that nightmare for a few days now, and every day she wakes up all sweaty, panting and screaming looking around her room. Like he would be there to hug her tightly and tell her that it was just a nightmare.

But then she realize every day, that he will never hug her again or even speak to her. Because he isn't there anymore, he isn't with her anymore.

She shakes away the thought and steps out of bed, she walks to the bathroom and looks in the mirror. Ugh I look horrible but I don't care. I'd always put my make-up on and do my hair really pretty for Chris, and he will always say that I looked beautiful, with or without make-up. But now that he is gone, i'm not going to do a single thing to look pretty.

I brushed my teeth and my hair, and just put on random clothes that hang in my closet.

I walk to my window and open it, I stick my head through the window. The warm summer breeze is going through my hair, and the sun shines onto my pale face. I breathe in the air, and slowly breath out. ''I can do this'' I whisper to myself. ''I'm going to survive this, and it's going to be hard'' she says to herself.

Justin-

I put my iPod on shuffle and lay back down on the grass in my garden, and close my eyes.

This will be the last time I am laying here, I really don't know if I care that we are moving or not. It's hard to not see my friends that often and all. But I think it's also great we can start fresh again, even if it is without my dad. The divorce was hard but, it's better this way.

I hear my mom yell at me ''Justin! Where are you?'' I sit up and take out my earplugs and yell back at her. ''I'm in the garden mom!'' She walks up to me and sees me sitting on the ground.

She smiles a little ''are you going to miss this all Justin?'' and she sits down next to me. ''Yeah I think so, I mean it's great having a new start in a new place but, it's also hard leaving everything behind.'' She looks at me a little worried, but with a little smile. ''I know Justin, and I'm sorry but we have to leave. And your father is staying here in this house, so you can always visit to see your friends and dad again.'' ''I know mom, and I'm glad about that. Thank you'' and I smile at her. She smiles back and gave me a tight hug, then she stood up and walked back into the house.

She is right, I can always come back here and just hang out with my friends and stay a couple days with my dad. And with that thought on my mind, I smiled to myself.

I picked up my iPod and walked back into the house too. I put my iPod into my bag that was on the couch and took the bag on by back. I walked to the front door then outside, I saw my mom talking to my dad and give each other a hug.

I smiled at that I was so happy they didn't split up in a fight, but just as still close friend.

Then I saw Ryan, Chaz, Christian and Caitlin standing there to say goodbye. Oh boy what was I going to miss them all.

I walked towards them ''So.. I see you are really going huh?'' Ryan said. ''Yeah..'' and I sighed. He hated that I was going away, and he hated to say goodbye to me. But he didn't let anyone notice.

''Justin, are you ready to go?'' my mom said. ''yeah, in a little bit mom.'' She nodded and got into the car.

I hugged all of them tightly and when I got to Ryan I hugged him, and whispered in his ear while still hugging him ''I will always be with you bro, even when I'm gone.'' We broke apart and he smiled at me and nodded, and I walked over to my dad.

He looked at me ''I'm not going to say goodbye at you son, I'm just telling you, I will see you soon.'' And he smiled, I did the same and hugged him. ''I will see you soon dad'' I said and broke away.

I got into the car and we slowly drove away, I waved at my friends and my dad until I couldn't see them anymore.

Then I looked at my mom who has a smile at her face, I instantly smiled too. This is going to be a great new beginning.

Louisa-

I walked down stairs and into the kitchen, to see my mom. ''Hey honey.'' She smiled at me and kissed me on my forehead. ''How did you sleep tonight?'' And I thought about the dream again, and I instantly wanted to cry but stayed strong.

''ohh, not so good mom.'' I said. ''Really? Did you have that dream again Lou?'' I just nodded and felt the tears swell up in my eyes. ''I cry everyday mom, every single day from the moment it happened till today. Is there something wrong with me?''

I looked at her and the tears were falling down my cheeks. She looked at me all shocked, like I just told her I killed someone. ''There is nothing wrong with you Louisa.'' And she grabbed my shoulders with both hands.

''I will tell you something, you will cry every single day of your life. Because you just lost someone you loved with all your heart. And some days are going to be better other are going to be really bad, but that's okay. Cuz it's the most normal thing to do, to cry when you lost a dear person. So no Louisa, there is nothing really nothing wrong with you.'' And she hugged me, tight. And I started sobbing into her shirt and she just stroke my long brown hair, and quietly hushed me.

''it's only been 5 weeks Lou, you don't get over that in such short time.''
I calmed down and sat down at a chair by the table. ''I know mom, it's just so hard to go through this.'' And I looked down at the table.

''I know sweetheart, I know. But you are a strong girl and it's going to be better.'' And she smiled at me ''thanks mom'' and I smiled back. She put a bowl of cereal in front of me and I started eating.

''where is dad? Searching for houses again?'' I ask after a few minutes. She just nods and starts to put the dishes into the dishwasher. I still can't believe they are getting a divorce, they seemed so happy all this time but they were not. My dad was cheating on my mom, but they kept it a secret for me and my little brother because they wanted to have a happy family. But my mom couldn't handle it anymore and wanted a divorce. Now my dad is looking for houses for like a week, but didn't find any cuz he wants the 'perfect' place for himself ugh. I hated him for breaking my mom's heart, and I hope he find a house soon.

Joey runs into the kitchen and starts jumping in front of me ''hug, hug, hug, hug'' he yells with his cute little voice.

I laugh and pick him up and give him a small hug, he looks at me and smiles ''Lou is really sweet!'' he says and jumps off my lap running back to the garden.

He such a sweet little boy, he is 3 years old now and full of energy.

My mom walks to the mailbox outside to get the mail when she walks in she smiles. ''Looks like we got new neighbours across.'' And she sits down to read the mail.

I'm a little shocked, that is the old house of Chris. His parents moved when he died.

I put my bowl and spoon into the dishwasher. ''I'm going to Ashley kay?'' my mom looked up at me ''sure, have fun honey'' and I walked outside the front door.

While walking I spied the new neighbours, to see a young boy round my age coming out of the car.

He wears a black jeans, blue supras and a blue cap. He had light brown hair, and he looked kinda cute.

I reached Ashley's house and rang the bell. Ashley opened it and when she saw me, she hugged me. ''good to see you again'' she said still hugging me tight.

Justin-

I get out of the car and look around the neighbourhood, it looks great and the houses are really nice.

Then I see a girl walking out of the house across from me.

She walks down the street, she wears a denim short a white shirt with white low all-stars underneath.

She has long brown hair that is a little curly, she looks like a nice girl.
I wonder what her name is.