Could my life get any worse? I doubt it. My parent are moving my brothers and I to the other side of these 50 states. Yup you've got it California. They hate me oh so much. I have to leave Harper my best friend. I yelled into my pillow as I found out we were leaving the day after school let out for the summer which was in just a few days. My life as I knew it was totally over.

So how did this all happen you may ask?Good question. Well my mom and dad's substation made it big and blah blah blah its just a lot for a 15 year old girl to understand or care about for that matter. I yelled into my pillow once again. After yelling for a few more times I sat up and yawned it was 10 at night at this time. I needed to get some sleep I had exams tomorrow. As if 10 th grade wasn't hard enough. At least I had a half day off well really longer than that after I did my exam I could just leave.

I woke up in the morning still feeling like udder shit about this whole moving deal. I pulled on a Metro station shirt,skinny Jeans and red converse. I put on some light eyeliner and headed down the stairs from breakfast .I made myself a bowl of lucky charms and sat on the Sofa with my equally crappy feeling brothers. I ate quickly as we watched hot tunes tv. I took the bowl to the sink and they left early. I didn't want to talk to my parents right now.

I got to school to see Harper waiting for me at my locker. "Hey Alex. I was thinking the week after school lets out do you want to go with us to Ohio for a few weeks,"She asked in her regular cheery voice.
"I can't."
"Well why not,"she said sounding disappointed.
"I'm moving."
"Where to?"
"Los angles."
"LA?"
"Yeah,"I said sadly.
"But thats so far away,"She said looking sad.
"Yeah I know," I said and started walking to the examination room to take my math exam.

I sat down in a desk in the very back of the room waiting for the test to be handed out which they were 5 minutes later. I sighed once more as she pulled out her calculator. I was pretty bad in math it was her week point and English was her strong point.

The first few questions were easy but then they got harder and harder thats just great. I let out a sigh this test was a killer. As if I didn't hate math already. Now I truly hated it with a passion.

Two hours later every one finished having a strong feeling that I had gotten a c at most on it. The bell rang and it was time to leave until I had my history exam tomorrow afternoon. "Alex..." I herd Harpers voice say but I just pushed it away I couldn't talk. I might end up crying and she's never scene me cry. I just wasn't that kind of person at all..

On the walk home I did some serous thinking about this whole moving thing. I came up with a few good things. One was I could reinvent myself start with a fresh start. Then I thought of all the concerts in La that would be tons of fun.

Eh I don't know maybe just live life to the fullest with no Gigi and her copycats. I sighed I was now 50 50 on this whole moving thing. I got home and went to my room and just laid in my bed thinking of logical things that could happen when we move. I thought about it and we could really us the money that was being put up for grabs if we moved there or whatever the whole deal was I still wasn't so sure about anything what so ever..

"Alex dinner,"Justin said coming into my room.
"I don't feel like eating."
"You not wanting to eat?whats up with that,"he said trying to lighten my badish mood. This was true I looked food and loved to eat I never passed up a meal but now I just needed some me time.
"Its just this whole moving thing,"I sighed.
"Oh well are you going to be okay?"
"Maybe,"i said, "Can you just leave?"

He nodded and I herd him leave. I let out another deep sigh and soon fell asleep. I had a dream of everyone at my new school hating me like no other. I shoot up and cried a little and then went back to sleep. I did the one thing I never thought of doing since I was 6. Sleeping in mom and dads room. I knocked on the door. "Come in,"i herd my mom say and I came in with tears and some how she understand how I was feeling. So did dad so they made room for me in the middle. It was sad really a 15 year old girl snuggled up to her mommy in order to get some sleep. I woke up to find max in there room as well and on the floor laid Justin. So I didn't feel so childish I mean he was 17 for all thats good in life!

School the next few days was a blur and saying good-bye to Harper was the worst thing I had to ever do. My knew life sounded like and felt like it was totally going to suck. That night I spent pack just hoping that my mom or dad would back out of this before. We were on a plane but that wasn't looking good. I remember crying a lot the night before and waking up and not giving a damn.

I was leaving for good from the sounds of it and only coming back when needed. No one knew when that would even be. I didn't call anyone to say a final good bye it would just be better if I forgot all about NYC. I wasn't thinking at the time and I soon leaned that that was one of the biggest mistakes I could make for the time being..