A/N: Okay, this is a weird poem….thing. Its from Hidan's POV, and its…sort angst, I guess? :\ I wrote this for our Writers Guilds when the theme was angst, but for the longest time I COULD NOT WRITE ANGST. Which is bloody weird, considering that's the only thing I ever post on this site….-_\/; Anyways, it's not my best work, but I hope you'll like it.
Disclaimer: Yeah yeah, I don't own Naruto. Don't make me go all Kyuubi on you for it!
Alone
It's dark
I'm alone
In a hole
Left behind to die
But
I
Can't!
I can't die
Even if I wanted to
Lord Jashin forbids it
Jashin…
I've been loyal, right?
I followed the rules
Completed the sacrifices
Did anything
Everything
All for your approval
I've bathed in blood
So you would grant me the ultimate power
Immortality
Stab me, behead me, blow me to bits…
I'll just come back for more
Even Kakuzu couldn't end me
No matter how hard he tried
In the end
It was those damn leaf brats
They were the ones to stop me
Not kill me
Just tear me apart, break me
And Kakuzu hasn't found me yet
That miser bastard…
He's probably going to let me rot for a few weeks as "punishment"
For accidentally stabbing one of his hearts
It's not my fault! The damn copy-cat tricked me!
And it's not like Kakuzu doesn't have four more hearts!
Kakuzu…
He grew so annoyed if I took too long
Or if I left blood everywhere after rituals
Stupid fucking heathen bitch
Kakuzu only cared about his bounty money
Or his hearts
Stupid miser…
Never cared if I got injured
Never cared about you either, Jashin
He insulted me every chance he got
I hate him!
I dream of sacrificing him
Of laughing at his terrified expression
Of proving that his money is useless
And that you are the only true power, Jashin
But…
Where is he?
Stupid bastard
He should have found me by now, unless…
He couldn't…have died, right?
I mean, he's a heathen
But he's also a damn good fighter
So he couldn't have died
Definitely not by the hands of those idiot leaf brats!
Right, Jashin?
…
Jashin?
Lord?
Where are you?
Why won't you respond?
I haven't heard you
Since I was dumped here
You haven't left me…right?
…
…
Don't betray me, Jashin!
I'm your most loyal subject!
Most trusted servant!
Willing sacrifice!
You can't leave me!
And…
And I won't leave you!
Why Jashin?
Why make my blessing of immortality a curse?
I thought never dying would mean
I could be your follower forever!
Until the end of time,
Where I can meet you, face-to-face!
But now…
Here, alone in this hole
Torn apart, broken down, and scattered
Abandoned….
Both by my partner
And my god
Trapped by that pineapple-haired kid
No chance of escape
No one looking for me
No god watching over me anymore
I can't even die!
I'm stuck here, to be tortured for all eternity
All because I can't be killed
Thanks to a god that no longer cares
A partner that would get rid of me himself
And an enemy that's already forgotten me
Please Jashin….Kakuzu…
Help me, please!
Don't abandon me!
Leaf brats…I'm sorry!
Let me go!
Help me!
Akatsuki?
Don't leave me, please….
I don't want to be alone.
A/N:YAY! All done. ^.\/
So I guess you could say this is Hidan descending into madness after being alone in the pit for so long. I tried to show him breaking down, and yes, he is OOC at the end, because he's completely lost his mind. I hoped you enjoyed!
As always, review, fav, whateves! Just gimme some feedback! :P