Hey everyone. I'm new to the writing fan fiction scene and this is my first fanfic so please be gentle.

Disclaimer: i don't own Harry potter. Sadly. The right belongs J.K. Rowling

Warning: lemon pwp (kinda)


Severus pov

The fear kept me silent. We stood there not moving not talking not really doing anything. My black eyes staring at the ground ashamed. I knew it. I told him the truth and he was going to reject me. After two minutes of silent i began to walk away, trying to hide the oncoming tears. What did i expect. For those who are wondering what the hell is happening I, Severus Snape told my archenemy Sirius Black, that i was in love with him. I can easily understand if he hated me. If you compare us by appearance, you can understand why people hated me and not him. Sirius hair was long black shoulder length with a slide windswept look while mine is shoulder length black and greasy looking. He had a strong build. Me? I have lanky scrawny build. Sirius was 6 '3" while i was 5'7". But his eyes were smoky grey orbs while i was cursed with black nightmares. I don't know why i told him. Uh I can't wait to see how he tortured me with this tomorrow. To be honest the only reason i told him is because this is our last year of hogwarts and I was going to join the deatheaters. Just as I was about to start to walking away I felt a hand grab my wrist and drag me away. I was dragged all the to Moaning Myrtle's bathroom on the second floor. I stared at him in shock.

"Black what are you doing?" i ask. Was he going to attack me? His response shocked me.

"Take off your clothes" he responded in a monotone voice

"What?"

"I need to check something" Black told me while grabbing my left arm. He then tore of the sleeve. When he saw that I didn't have the dark mark he then ask me something the shock me but also made me sad.

"You plan on joining the death eater, don't you"

"...Yes"

"Then why tell me? Why now out all times? Why didn't you tell me sooner?" Black asked.

" How could I?" I shouted. For years i was in love with my bully. The one that cost me my best friend. The one that had almost got me killed. "You hated me, you tried to kill me, you mercilessly attacked me for no reason! How was i supposed to tell you?"

"So instead you tell me when you plan to leave forever. After making me wait all those years as well as trying to get your bloody attention" Black ask. His voice getting darker as he eyes began to darken. He leaned in closer as my eyes went wide.

"What do you-" i never had a chance to finish my sentence because he pressed his lips against mine. I froze for a minute. Then i felt a strong arm wrap around my waist and bring me in closer. I wrap my arms around his neck. Black deepened the kiss before biting my lip making me gasp. He took advantage of it and stuck his tongue down my throat making me dizzy. Soon enough i felt my back hit the wall. I didn't even notice that we moved. He grabbed my wrist and raised them above my head and began attacking my neck. I swear my eyes rolled into the back of my head.

"You not joining them Severus. I won't lose you. Not this time" He murmured into my neck. Before I could respond he kept talking. " i waited too long to lose you now"He took a step back and i almost fell to the floor. I was shocked and disoriented. Had that actually happened or was i hallucinating.

"Black wha-" i stopped cold because i saw him taking off his shirt to reveal tanned skin strong arms and an amazing six packed. Apparently being a quidditch chaser did wonder for your body. Plus being a part time jerk to people.

"Wha- what are y-y-you doing Sirius?" I started. I didn't even noticed that i called him by his first name. Black didn't answer he simply pinned me up against the wall and took off my slytherin robes and tie then tore off my shirt. He was working his way down my body biting and suck at every inch of my pale skin. When his hand went to my pants that was when i snapped out of it.

"SIRIUS STOP!" I practically shout if not scream. He stopped startled and shocked.

Sirius pov

I wasn't disgusted that Snape was in love with me in fact i was over the moon. Every prank and insult was so he look my way. Each time we did hurt him i saw his human side the side that only Evans know and i hated her for that. When Severus told me to stop i was surprised. So i pulled away to take a good look at my lover/boyfriend/partner? The entire sight was dangerously beautiful. His greasy (which it is really silky and smooth) raven hair fell down to his shoulders in waves, pale skin flushed, his upper body covered with love bites and hickeys. His red swollen lips were parted. It took all my willpower not to take him right there. "Whats wrong" i ask him. I thought were both were enjoying ourselves. Then I look into his eyes and saw the truth. He was a virgin. Severus Snape was a fucking virgin. "Severus are you a virgin?" When he didn't look at me that gave me my answer. "Sev if you want to stop tell me" I told him. He look at me with those gorgeous pitch black eyes and said "this is a prank it's not real-"

"FOR FUCKS SAKE SEVERUS DO YOU REALLY BELIEVE THIS IS A PRANK!?" I shouted shocked. After everything too. Severus look me dead in my eyes and simply said "yes". So i took a step back and said " I Sirius Orion Black swear on my magic that this is not a prank and that i have the feelings for Severus Snape". The glow appear significant it. "Lumos" as i cast the spell his onyx eyes went wide. Then I calmly step towards and asks if he believed me. Severus response? He press his lips onto mine.


same as before just a chapter shorter