CHANGE
I lay there staring at the sky
Just praying and praying that I'll soon die.
Just show me your pearly whites
With you there, there is no fright.
Forget about tearing out my soul
Having you here will fill that hole.
You continue to resist the temptation to bite
Why continue the internal fight?
Surely I'll miss my mom and dad
But honestly it won't be that bad.
Now I feel razors digging in deep
I can feel my blood slowly seep.
The feeling of molting lava running through my veins
It takes all my strength to hide the pain.
I know you feel guilty, I know you regret
But Edward my love, please don't fret.
This is what I truly desire
I can handle three days of fire.
The flames consume my every cell
But I'm happy now. Can't you tell?
I get to be with you all the days of my life
Now you can finally make me your wife.