Looking back now

I find I've loved you all along

But it's too late now

You're far too gone

How could I

have lost all that we had?

Just hearing her name

makes me go beyond mad

You said you loved me

Long ago, you did

sense you've been gone

my emotions I've hid

You may be wondering

why I'm telling you this

when I said I was over it

and nothing seemed a miss

Well it's getting too much to bear

the strain is too much I'm afraid

You need to know how

you're driving me into the grave

Why don't you love me?

What did I do?

I'd give my soul

just hear you say "I love you"

But It's no use

A hopeless romance

I wish I had never

taken the chance...

I know now

that I have to move on

but you'll never ever

hear me say so long

I can't be your friend

I can't be your lover

we simply cannot

be with each other

This is not a "farewell"

or "good bye"

I will no longer

stand around and cry

I'll continue on

with my head held high

and hope maybe someday

you'll need me again at your side

A/N: Renji to Ichigo or Ichigo to Renji?

For Rachel