I feel as though my heart is dying
I cannot bare the pain of another day
For I know that I must keep lying
Whenever I see you're face
His arms around you're waist
Hands intermingled, followed
By a soft embrace
Betrayal does not stab me in the back
It waits for me when I'm in despair
And devours my heart,
Of which I lack
To be the kiss on you're lips
To be the breath on you're mouth
It would be like a gift from the gods
Still, I am the one that will never be
I am too stubborn to let my eyes see
That happiness goes by you're name
Betrayal is his, the one you love
I want you, but he is there
Whispering sweet nothings into you're ear
While I wonder as to why the gods made
Such a holy and divine being
I want you
I need you
I love you Botan