stand by myself

take place after 4.04 chuck said a very harsh words to blair which is bring her to the decision that she done with him forever.

Stared into the skyline of beautiful view of london city, Blair Waldorf is having a thought about her life until

a voice came up behind her " Blair, we have to get ready, photoshoot is in an hour,"

her assistant called for her from the other room. Snap back into reality, Blair hurried to the living room to meet with Sarah, her assistant who already work for her since a year and a half ago.

"What's my schedule for today?" asked Blair with a sigh

"You will have photo shoot for Elle magazine from 9-11 and shooting for your new shampoo commercial, and at 8 you have a fashion show for Chanel fall season,"said Sarah as she look back at Blair.

After moved out from New York and finished her sophomore year in Colombia,

Blair moved in to Paris, stayed with her mother and Cyrus and transfered to Paris University

and majoring Economics.

She became a model and an actress in Paris after Aaron, her step brother

accidentaly showed Blair's picture to one of his friend who had interest in Blair

for modeled his project. From that, her face in one magazine

caught one professional management and asked her to be a model.

Her career in Paris fly so fast and increase to another job as an actress

in film and many famous commercial break.

"Is that all" Blair asked. "yes,..for now" Sarah aswered her with smile.

"Good, well i have to meet Bryan for lunch so you'd better clear my schdule for that" Blair said as she went to the closet for changing

"yes mam" Sarah said while preparing Blair's clothes for her day.

Lunch has come Bryan's already waiting in a is Blair's second boyfriend after she moved in to Paris.

They met in park near Eiffel tower after Blair accidentAly threw off her coffee to Bryan shirt.

From the first time he met Blair, he was sure that Blair is for him.

On the other hand,Blair just want to being friends with him and have no interest in him.

But he never given up to get her heart and he won, they dated for almost 2 years now.

Bryan is a bussinessman, when he met with Blair he was in his business tour

for a new deal. His company is one of the biggest property company in the world.

He convinced Blair to moved in with him to London and he promised not to prevent her from her job.

with a quick glance, she spotted him in the right corner of restaurant, she hurried to him with a smile on her face. "hi honey, Im so, so sorry for being late" she said as she pecked him on he lips.

" hmm,... for a beautiful girl like you, I can wait another few hours in here" Bryan said as he caressed her chin.

"you can't wait for me in such a long time, because who knows how many woman will try to steal my man from me" Blair said with a pout in her face

"they can try as hard as they could, but you know I only have my eyes on you" he answered and take her hand in his. " so how was your hectic day?" he asked and they discussed their day while having a lunch.

They separated again after lunch but they both promise to spent a night together in their apartment later. After Bryan dropped her off in the location she got a text from her mother about considering being a model for Eleanor Waldorf collection in New York fashion week. She really want to help her mother but being back to New York is really hard after what happened in the past. But beside that, she really missed many things in her hometown, Serena, Nate, Dorota, her minions in Columbia, central park,.. many things. But she's been so good from moving on from something that she really hate to remember until now.

Things with her family, her job, and the most important thing is Bryan, Bryan Adams. Finally, God give her a chance to love someone again and to be loved in a way that she never imagine before. She don't even know, what she could have done without Bryan on her side. Bryan is like her wings, he support her and never tired of her, she always be number one in his priority even with his big responsible to his family company. He's every women dream about, absolutely handsome, tall, blue eyes, and matched her gorgeous hair in brunettes. The thought of him make her smile and she can't wait to go home and surprised him.

She snapped back after receive a text from Sarah, asking where she is and tell her that she's already in a make up room. She continue her way and want to finished her job as soon as possible.

After finished with her last job, she excused herself from everyone. She wants to get home before Bryan did so she can prepare her surprise for him.

The elevator dings and with the final touch of her hair Blair is done. She curls her hair in the way that Bryan likes and put on a very sexy lingerie that she got after the fashion show ended. She grab her robe a hurried up to a living room to greet her boyfriend.

" Hey sweetie" greet Blair as Bryan put his case down and went to Blair for a welcome kiss.

" Hey you too sexy" Bryan said as he wrapped his arm around Blair and kissed Blair with so much passion.

" mmhhmm... someone is obviously missed me today" teased Blair

" yeah.. obviously" Bryan move to kiss Blair again.

" Patience love, lets go to our room and I'll freshen up your mind from all the stress you have today" Blair said as she massage his scalp

"but sadly my love, I have no passion for today" Bryan said as she carried Blair like a bridal style to their room while Blair giggling all the way around.

After they shared a mind blowing experience, Blair cuddling with Bryan while caressing his muscular chest and she feel like taking about her mother text that afternoon.

So she spoke " my mom text me today, you know.."

"really, what did she say?" Bryan turn his gaze to her

"she want me come to New York and be her model in New York Fashion Show next week"

"really, that's wonderful and beside, you haven't meet her in six months right, that can be a good chance for both of you sweetheart" said Bryan while caressing her right arm as an encouragement.

" It's not my mom that Im worried about,.."

" then what is it?" Bryan asked with a little bit concern, that's one from many things that she love about him, he really care about her. He really cant stand watching her sad or suffered from something.

"hmmm, its um.. its my past. My best friends and everything that I left off when I move in to Paris. I barely contact them after that, what if they never want to be my friends again after that Bryan?" Blair explained with sob in her voice

Suddenly Bryan sat up on the bed and kissed her forehead, soothing her nerves. " Hey..hey, they're your best friend. And from what I've heard Serena and Nate seems like a nice people, right?"

" yeah, they really are"

"listen, you can text your mom about the fashion week that you agreed to be her model and after that you call Serena and Nate that you will be coming to New York next week and invited her to a fashion week. We can meet up together and get to know each other" explained Bryan

"you'll accompanying me to New York?"

" Of course my queen, I cant imagine being a miles away from you knowing you'll be completely stunning wrapped in Eleanor' s design. Oh, and let those man have an eyes in you, ugh.. I couldn't bear it my queen " Brandon said with a jealous tone

Blair laugh very hard on her boyfriend joking and said " okay, I'll call them in the morning and let them know that I have this amazing man on my side, thank you Bryan you're wonderful." Blair said and lean in to kiss him

"You are wonderful my queen, now sleep tight. Tomorrow's a big day " said Bryan kissing on top her head and wrapped his arm around her waist.

With smile on her face, Blair closed her eyes and wondering what might have come if she really come to New York, she begin thinking about her fear and erased them quickly. She moved on. One thing that she really wanted to do 4 years ago. Finally, she fall into a slumber in the arms of the man she loves.