I lay in bed and think about your smile
How you were so kind but only for a little while
How your tears glisten upon your cheeks
How I still love you but you still hate me
I think about your breath
You're an empty shell, that's all that is left
Do you even think about me sometimes?
I think about your voice, and your beautiful eyes
But you're a beautiful lie
You smirk at me, thinking you're a queen
Girl, you barely even know me
And all these voices remind me of my destiny
And it's so hard when you look at me like I'm nothing
I see your face in my mind
You come towards me and I run for my life
Never mind the feelings I hide
You sit at home and you cry
You're a beautiful lie
Don't touch me. Why are you trying to touch me?
You told me that we were nothing
Yet you're trying to touch me
Don't say we can be friends, when you're my enemy
You always say that I'm your enemy
So why are you trying to touch me?
And I don't understand why we can't find another way
It's the dawn of a new day
I'm still trying to find words to say
Please don't walk away
It's so hard to be strong when you're walking away
And you don't even listen when I call out your name
I lay on my bed and I start to cry
You probably just wish I would die
Never mind all the feelings that I hide
You'll always be just a beautiful lie