Vagary- noun; a whimsical, wild, or unusual idea, desire, or action.
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It doesn't take long for Kyo to realize that he's dreaming;
that the lingering caresses of his lover's lips are his own fingers, brushing nervously across his tanned abdomen. Sometimes, though, he likes to imagine that the other boy is there, albeit the fact that he'd long since been rejected by him.
If he thinks hard enough, Kyo can picture his pale face through the darkness, and pretend that the long curtains, blowing softly in the warm night air, are actually the ox's slender figure.
He sometimes stays awake all night like this.
During the day, it's always the same. They don't speak unless they absolutely have to, and the younger boy pretends nothing happened between them. (because really, nothing did.)
But Kyo still likes to dream.
He likes to believe that if there was no Rin, no Yuki, or no one else, that Haru might just be his.
Until then, he lies in his bed, moaning softly as nervous hands run across flushed skin.
And to him, Haru is there, watching silently from the window.
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A/N: I. want. summer. so. freaking. badly. ugh!! Maybe if I keep writing about it, it'll come sooner.