Viscosity
SPN100 Drabble Challenge: word count 100
Challenge word: smart
Warnings: Implied wincest
Summary: It's a co-dependency that hurts, sometimes.
You are a non-Newtonian fluid. Your nature changes when the hammer blow hits your heart; its shell hardens.
But the small things wreck you.
Sam's fingers trailing soft across your skin; Sam's lips pressed gently against yours; his breath caressing your unshaven cheek.
Outside the motel sign turns the rain into jewels of light – refraction abstraction attraction…
Everything comes back to Sam and it hurts. You need time to think, you need the violence to protect you, keep you safe.
Close your eyes, Dean.
You know it's not smart, you know it might kill you, but you close them anyway.