Tidal Wave
I missed you like the light, when I am shrouded by darkness.
I miss you like sleep, when all I see is your face in my sleepless nights.
It had been 4 months after he left me and I was still wallowing in self pity. I knew this was coming from the very beginning, but I couldn't help but feel like my heart was drowning in my own pool of tears. I was like a piece of sea glass, treaded over and over by crashing waves. I tried; I really did for Charlie's sake. But really, I didn't owe him anything. I barely know the man. I tried going to school for awhile, but I didn't see the point, I was never going to use the knowledge I learned here in my world. What really mattered was that I had to get over him and build strong walls around my heart so that I could be strong for the oncoming darkness.
I missed you like the sun, when the rain is falling from the sky.
I miss you like you're summer, when the ground is covered in snow.
In hope that he could mend my broken heart, I gave Jake a chance. He was the sun that warmed my chilled bones. He was just what I needed. It was great for awhile there, but just like him, Jake left me too. He explained to me that he wanted to be happy, and that I wasn't the person that was doing that for him. So, just like that my heart came crashing down yet again. A newfound coldness surround me, and it felt like the only way for my heart to thaw out was to see my real family. I would build myself back up again, and this time I would be stronger.
My life was done here. It was inevitable, I had to go back to finally finish my prophecy.
I forget the last time I felt brave, I just recall insecurity
Cause it came down like a tidal wave and sorrow swept over me
Depression please cut to the chase and cut a long story short
Oh please be done, how much longer can this drama afford to run