Questioning a fractured dream
Fantasy is the product of the impossible, waiting is the the companion of need.
Disclaimer: My tortured pets belong to another.
As always, he was waiting for her.
Hold me.
What's wrong?
I just need...something.
Why am I waiting for you?
I needed this.
Why? What are you looking for?
I had to be with someone who cares.
Why not go to Weasley?
Because tomorrow I would regret it.
Why me?
You don't expect more than I have to give
...
I'm not in love with you.
I'm not in love with you either...
But if things were different...
But they aren't.
Sometimes I need to pretend
...
It's late.
It's late and I'm lonely...
and you were waiting for me.
I'm waiting for you again...
Why?! What is this?
It's a fantasy, a dream.
It feels more real than anything else.
Only at night. Only now.
I need it.
You're lonely too...
This doesn't exist outside of now.
It could be wondrous.
We all think that sometimes.
Does that make it any less true?
No, but less practical...
Denial keeps the need away.
Not always.
It's enough...
It has to be.
I wait for you!
We're all lonely at night.
Why are you waiting for me?
What's going on with you and Weasley?
What do you care?!...
I'm sorry, I know you care...
We make sense- I guess you know how he feels and I'm...listening to my brain.
I thought you didn't love him.
I'm not in love with him, but I love him.
It's not enough.
What else is there?
I don't know.
Then what have I got to loose?
...
Nothing.
You didn't wait for me!
You were with Weasley.
I came!
Too late.
What if you were still waiting?
Pardon?
What if I had come in time? What then?
I don't know
...
Does it even matter?! I waited and you didn't come.
Wait for me!
What do you n- want?
I need to talk to you.
I asked you what you wanted.
Pardon?
You don't ever know what you need, so tell me what you want
...
I want it all.
I know.
I want to be in love with him.
Then I'll stop waiting for you.
I thought you already had?
...
I want things to be different.
But they aren't.
Damn it! I know that! But you asked me what I wanted!
You know what's funny?! I already knew the answer.
Then why ask?!
I wanted you to ask me the same thing.
You didn't wait for me to answer!
I didn't think you had one.
I already know what you want!
And what's that?!
You want things to be different too.
We're still waiting you know.
Pardon?
At the end for every meeting, we think we've found the answer, but it never is. We're still waiting to learn the answer.
That's because we never find the answer to the right question.
Which is?
What do we need?
Do you think we'll ever know?...
Do you think anyone does? ...
Isn't that the human state? ...
I need this.
We've always needed this.
Maybe that's the answer.
I thought this wasn't real?
You said that, not me.
You agreed!
No...I only waited.
Why?!
Why did you come?...
Do you love me?
I need you...
Is that love?...
What is love?
That's an even harder question.
Then you don't know the answer? You don't love me?
I need you...And I'll try to find the answer with you.
This is impossible.
You don't think its real?
It's real. It's just impossible.