I slid the needle into my arm and let the drugs fill my veins. With a breath of relief I leaned back in my chair, it had been too long since my last hit, almost a week. Drugs are the reason I didn't want to share a room, Hoodie thinks I shouldn't be doing them but what does he know? I can't over dose, I can't have a seizure. I could use a rusty needle that 20 people have used with various diseases and nothing would happen. Drugs can't hurt me, they're the only things that bring me joy, besides killing, I can't kill all the time but I can do drugs all the time. I usually steal them from my victims but it has been getting harder now that Hoodie is on my case. Slender doesn't seem to care, we're just his fucking chess pieces, the only difference is the king is in the most protected tower in the world and his army are all queens, we're like queens on steroids, we can move in any direction at any time killing as many people as needed. I will never understand why Toby loves him so fucking much. Toby is the reason I got a lock on my door. The only reason I like my boss and coworkers is that they never lie. What would you need to lie about when you're a cold-blooded killer? We generally don't talk to Toby unless we have to, he doesn't talk much either. Well, not to us, but he is always talking to the people in his head. I really don't understand why Slender picked Toby as a proxy. I mean yes, he is good at what he does but he's not all there, course who am I to talk? I'm currently on six different drugs and smoking some cancer sticks, so I'm hearing things that aren't there either. I stood, drunkenly walked over to my bed and flopped on it. I looked at the picture on my nightstand, it's of Hoodie and me standing over our first kill as proxies. Hoodie and I used to be best friends we could finish each other's sentences, and could basically read each other's minds but now I can never tell what he's thinking. He can still tell what I'm thinking "where is my next hit?" he hates it when I do drugs he says I "change" well no shit I change that why I do them! I ground my teeth at the thought before rolling over and falling asleep.
I wake up to pounding on my door. "What?!"
"We've got a job to do, the three of us, you, Toby and I." I grumbled "I'm coming."
I rolled out of bed and stood grabbing my mask and jacket. I put them on and slid two packs of cigarettes into my pocket and opened the door. "Let's go." I pushed past him heading for the car. I stopped and looked back at him still standing at my door. "You coming?"
"Gimmie the keys."
"What? Why?"
"You're high."
"So?"
"So you'll kill more than the target driving high and you know that we are to kill no one but the target." I rolled my eyes "I'll be fine."
"Tim!" Stopped dead in my tracks "what did you just call me?" I asked gritting my teeth "Tim! Stop! You know what? Toby and I can handle this you stay here sober up." He walked over and ripped the car keys out of my hand. "See if you weren't so high you would have me pinned to the ground with your gun to my head by now!"
"I only do that to people I feel threatened by and you are no threat."
"I'm a threat if I try to take away your drugs." I raised my hand to slap him but I heard Toby's voice behind me. "h-hey guys are w-we g-going or n-not?" Hoodie pushed past me but stopped "just you and me this time Toby."
"W-what? But y-you and Masky a-always g-go tog-gether."
"Not this time Toby." He put his arm around Toby on his shoulder come on I think it'll be fun."
"o-oh ok." I watched as they left leaving me there as if I was useless. "Whatever." I mumbled under my breath turning to find slender standing behind me. "Masky my child why aren't you heading outside with Hoodie and Toby?" I walked past him "Hoodie doesn't want me going."
"Why?" I shrugged keeping my head down when his hand on my shoulder stopping me and turning me. "Masky?"
"It's fine." He pulled of my mask and tilted my head back. He used his long white fingers to hold my eyes open wide. "That's why he didn't want you to go." He was looking at the blood shot in my eyes "Masky now you know that I don't care what you do in your free time, but if these drugs start effect you're ability to work you have two options. One stop the drugs or...stop being a proxy." I gritted my teeth. "It won't happen again." He nodded "make sure it doesn't"
"Yes sir." He walked past me disappearing seconds later "prick." I walked to my room and downed another dose before lying in bed again.
Damn it! He nearly got me kicked out! And now I might have to stop the drugs to stay a killer! There's sentence I never thought I'd have to say. I mean what's the point of being a proxy that can live forever if I can't do whatever. I haven't failed ever! I've had my shaky moments but never stopped me from getting the job done and the times I was shaky it wasn't the drugs it was the lack of drugs. When I was going it to withdrawals and the only reason I went into withdrawals is because Hoodie wouldn't get off my back. You know every time I've been pissed lately it's been his fault! He's been at my throat since the drugs started but he doesn't know what they're like! Man they're the only thing that get me through the day! So why bother me?! It's my life and if I get kicked out it's going to be his fault!
I paced my room getting more and more pissed off. "Damn it! I need to blow off some steam." I grabbed the motorcycle keys and headed for the front door "I'm going out!" I called knowing slender could hear me before heading out the front door I walked down the path to my little shed in the woods. As one could guess I have a lot of time on my hands and a brain so when I could I'd fix an old bike that I "bought."
Throwing my leg over the bike I shove the keys into ignition and start the bike. I drove to the one place I knew I could blow off steam well two but one of them I have to look for to find the other has an address no searching needed. I pulled into the parking lot of the gym after an hour on a bike I was more than ready. I pulled off my helmet and walked inside. The manager practically growled at my presence. He thought I was bad for business like I care I'm the one keeping this place going. I nodded at him walking to the locker room and opening up my locker. I pulled off my jeans and jacket and pulled on a fresh t-shirt and shorts before pulling off my socks and heading into the gym and claiming the nearest kicking bag and begin kick the bag as hard and as fast as I can 35 years like this you learn to get faster and stronger. "Need someone to stable your bag?" I stopped and turned to see a woman standing next to me with black yoga pants, black sports bra and long black hair tied back. She was thing almost sickly so. "I doubt you could handle It." she scoffed "why because I'm a woman?"
"Oh get off you feminist high horse I give woman respect as much as the next guy but there's few people who I know can hold my bag well."
"Not even gonna let me try?" I rolled my eyes "be my guest." I said gesturing for her to get behind the bag. "Why the mask? Got some awful scar behind there?"
"Nope" I said kicking the bag causing her to stumble. She repositioned her stance to better stable the bag. "Then why?" I sighed "ever think I might find it comfortable?" she laughed but stopped as I kicked the bag again. "I doubt it. I'm surprised the owner didn't throw you out the second he saw you."
"We have an understanding." She raised a brow faltering every time I kicked the bag. "Mysterious. How about we go box or wrestle?" I laughed "you don't like holding the bag?"
"No."
"So no kickboxing?" she laughed walking to the wrestling mat "I'd like to keep my ribs in tack thanks." I shrugged. Your neck won't stay in tack if you keep flirting with me. Once I'm done with you of course. We wrestled for a while and I let her win a few times before standing "you ma'am are a worthy opponent." she bowed "thank you but I know."
"Cocky wanna wrestle some where a bit moreā¦private?" she raised a brow. "I suppose my place or yours?"
"Yours I've got nosey roommates."
"Well why don't you get changed and I'll do the same and you meet me out front?" I nodded everything going as planned. The way there was quiet and I we learned each other's names not that I cared what it was. Once we arrived at her apartment she shoved me in and removed my mask not bothering to act like this isn't what we came here to do. Her hand slid down my pants as my hand went up her shirt she moaned as I squeezed. I lowered her onto the bed kissing her letting my hands move freely she used her feet to push down my pants and underwear. I bit her neck leaving marks in many places. "Stop teasing me!" she screams begging for me to penetrate her. I slid myself in slowly causing her to moan loudly. "Oh god." She moaned into me ear as I began to move back and forth slowly gaining speed. My hits got harder and faster causing the bed to hit the wall. Her back began to arch as she was reaching her climax, damn I could keep going for a while. "Don't stop!" she screamed her nails digging into my back. "Why would I?" I didn't stop but I did slow I slowed to a pain staking crawl but didn't let up on any of the force she gasped with every hit, begging for me to go faster I soon did as she asked. I began to move faster than ever before using my strength to hold her body tightly. I could see the wall where the top of the bed frame stopped had become cracked. I moaned as I reached my final moment and gave her one last hit as hard as I could muster and released in her my warm fluids causing her to go silent with pleaser, ok it wasn't pleaser I had squeezed her so hard I'd shattered her spine but that was besides the point I wasn't pissed anymore. I pulled out breathing heavily. I looked at her pleaser still scrawled into her face. What could have been a better way to die, mid orgasm. "Goodbye angel. It's been fun." I pulled up my pants and headed out the front door before going down stairs, getting on my bike and driving back to the mansion, making sure to grab a bit more of you know what for my stash.
"I'M BACK!" I called as I walked in the front door there was not response so I assumed slender was busy and Toby and Hoodie were still out on that job I heard a deep voice in my head "Masky, please join me in my office."
"Yes sir." I said climbing the stairs to his office.
I stepped inside after knocking. "Yes sir?"
"Masky I can see things between you and Hoodie are getting tougher and tougher and I need a fourth proxy assuming I can get one would you like a new partner?"
"To say yes would be to break one of the highest proxy rules. Work with and get along with your assigned partner no matter what."
"I know but I won't hold that against you."
"Then yes I would." I spoke without hesitation I just hoped this one would stay out of my personal life "but who will Hoodie partner with?"
"Does it matter?" he asked looking through his desk. "n-no I was just curios." he nodded "he will partner with Toby they are quite a pair." I nodded "who have you chosen to be the newest member?"
"He is on his way. He'll be here in an hour, make yourself presentable."
"Yes sir."
"dismissed." I nodded before leaving the room and coming face to face with Hoodie "where have you been?"
"Out."
"Out getting laid? Or getting more poison?"
"Both now will you leave me alone?" he sighed "whatever I've got a meeting with master anyway." I rolled my eyes and headed for my room before taking a shower and pulling on a fresh set of clothes just in time to because my candidate for a new partner had arrived and was knocking on my door. "One second." I pulled open the door and looked him up and down he wore jeans, dark blue sneakers, and a dark blue sweat shirt with a blue mask it seemed to have something leaking down from the eye sockets.
