ok so youll find out later why this is called alwasy but i hope you like please reveiw who you think is thinking this :)
Im not sure what the troubble was that started this. the reasons all have ran away but the feelings havent .
Everyone has a method to make the pain go away... mine just leaves scars...
I cut to forget...
forget my life ...
forget my problems ...
forget everyone who brings me pain inside/out...
and to just relax and for once in my life to feel like i belong in this stupid world JUST ONCE THATS ALL I ASK
It explains sooo much
my friends try to make me stop and i thank them for that but they dont understand noone does while thats how i feel
I HATE MYSELF
SOOO MUCH I STRUGGLE EVERYDAY NO TO CRY
I JUST WISH EVERYTHING WILL JUST GO AWAY FOR I CAN BE FREE but im afraided to be alone.
But thats all iam right know ... alone rocky havent talked to me for at least 3 months ty avoiding m,e and deuce moved away and NEVER vists i have friends but never someone i really trust like rocky
lets talk about rocky and how she left you the voice said