I can't stop thinking about my dream last night. Speaking of that dream, it was just one of those dreams about her that I usually had. Except that it was pheromone induced. And let us not forget that it was uncharacteristically real. It was very realistic to the point that I actually felt her neck on my lips which makes it totally unreal. There's no way that she would barge into my room like that. She's like a cat in heat on my dream. She came dressed in black lace lingerie, straddled me and kissed me like hell. It's not like I'm complaining or anything. I'd be lying if I said I didn't want it. It's just that I knew her and she would not do that unless she was possessed. The dream kept me blissfully drained when I woke up. I vaguely told the guys about it. But they seem so squeamish when I told them about the dream I had last night, especially Ranmaru. Wait, did I assault anyone while in the midst of my sensual fantasies last night?
Is that the reason why they're sending me up to the shrine? Those three stupid idiots! What the hell am I going to do at the Shinto shrine anyway?? I'm not going to confess my dream last night to anyone and I don't even believe in curses. Hers most specially. Not unless, it was a love curse. That would explain this woozy feeling I get whenever she's near. But she wouldn't need one to capture my heart though. She's a very beautiful person, in her own unique and gory ways. I feel so weak. I just wanted to sleep. Stupid stairs! Why is it so dark?
She didn't really curse me, right? Curses don't really work, right? Why do I even bother? She's just a bunch of horrid ideas, a mouthful of foreign words and a translucent radiance she won't even recognize. I can't see but I can feel her beside me. Shit, I could not even stand. Tsk! Why bother?! I'll just stay here instead, beside her.
Stop it. I feel like I'm being attacked by the air. Just let me rest here. Please. Please?
Who am I pleading to anyway? And who the hell is she talking to? She doesn't seem to be talking to me. Do we have company? Damn this darkness! Wait, the heavy feeling kind of stopped. My pleading worked but why does it feel like she's on top of me. And why are you apologizing?
But I like it. Warm. She's so warm. I want to hug her back. Kiss? She's kissing me? It's her luscious lip alright, but why? Is she in to me too? Am I dreaming, again? Did the sun really rise in the east today?
Real or not, why am I even hesitating? I've waited for this, I need to focus. Oh my god, I can't move! I can't lift my arms. Grrr! This is frustrating. Move, damn it! Stupid, weak, and limp body! This is hopeless. I can't even make my lips respond. Please don't stop. Let me see you, at least.
Rain? Sunshine? Is it raining? It seems weird that the sun is shining now and raining at the same time, No.
You.
It's really you. No one else has such beautiful purple eyes. But why are tears streaming down from your purple orbs? Come closer. Don't move, don't cry. I'm here. There, there, are you hurt? Who did this to you? God please lend me the strength to protect her. It's so unreal having you in my arms like this. Can you feel my heart going crazy? And why can't I speak??
I have a lot of things to say to you. I love you. Please don't go, don't cry. Don't leave me, my visions starting to blur. Darn, I can't speak and now I can't almost see. But please, say something, anything.
What? Did you say ambulance?
Ambulance was the last thing on Kyouhei's mind as he completely blacked out.