D/c: Of course I own none of the characters. Hence, fanfiction.
W: Eating Disorder. Probably triggery. Poem. Not much.
A/n: I struggled for a long time. I like to think of myself as recovered now. I can post these without fear of triggering myself. If you need help, please don't be afraid to ask. It destroyed my life for a long time. It wasn't worth it.
Enjoy.
,.,.,.,.,
She is my friend.
She is my enemy.
She loves me
Like I hate her.
She controls me,
Because I can't myself.
She hates me,
I'll change for her.
She feels no pain,
Because it is mine.
She soothes me
As I abuse me.
She will not let me fail,
No matter how it hurts.
She reminds me
That I need her.
She watches,
I can't leave her.
She is my enemy,
I am her friend.
.,.,.,.,.,.,.,
Till next time,
-J X