Disclaimer: I do not own the outsiders characters all credit goes to S.E Hinton

Chapter 1

Alarm clock ringing obnoxiously I woke up with a start, it was the first day back to Lincoln Good High. I went into the bathroom brushed my teeth and took a shower.I went back to my room and looked through my closet wondering what to wear for the first day back to school. I decided on a decent length skirt with a white blouse and a sky blue cardigan to match my skirt. I had to hurry because Bob was waiting for me along with Randy. There was a knock on the door.

"Cassandra if you don't hurry it up we're gonna leave you"

Of course i had to listen this wouldn't be the first time he leaves me. Running down the stairs i see Randy and Bob about to leave.

"Wait up"

I hopped into the car kissing Randy slightly. we arrived to school and i saw Ponyboy . He gave me a disgusted look. I felt horrible. I made my way to my english class and while the teacher blabbed along about pronouns and stuff like that i was in a daze

" pay attention."

Mr. Syme said kinda annoyed

"Sorry sir"

I went to all my classes and finally lunch came. This was my chance to apologize to Ponyboy. i walked up to the store where most of the hoods hanged around and sure enough he was there with Two-bit, Dally, and Johnny.

" Hey Ponyboy can I have a word with you?"

"What for " he snapped

i looked hurt he sighed But he walked over to me.

"Listen im sorry for what I did to you it wasnt like me I'm know you aint like the rest of the hoods around here your sweet"

He sighed

"No you listen to me I don't need none of ya fucking pity ok, I seem very good to fuck over so don't come over here pretending like you understand me "

"Ponyboy I..." He cut me off

"Just leave"

I sighed in defeat i walked and i dated freshman year. During the summer i cheated on him with randy and well that was it for us .ive been trying to apologize but that's not working for me . But as i was leaving Randy's blue mustang drove by.

"Is there a problem here?"

He gave me a deadly look

"No I was just leaving"

I managed to say through the lump i had in my throat. I knew things were going to get ugly.

"You trying to pick up my girl?"

He questioned Ponyboy. The pony replied blankly

"No"

"Randy just let's get out of here"

I whispered

"We got to talk " He snapped

"Get in the car"

I did as I was told. When we drove back to school grounds he cut off the car started to yell

"WHAT.. NOW YOU HAVE THE HOTS FOR THAT TRASH AGAIN"

"He's not trash Randy he's just a normal person"

Bob cut in.

"He's a greaser Cassie"

I was sick and tired of them trying to control my life. I snapped

"Listen here you both could just leave me the hell alone and... "

I got out the car. Randy followed

"Cassie baby im sorry im just a little jealous that's it"

He said as he lower his head

" Randy isn't it enough that im with you and i show that i love you and only you"

I said sweetly.I stood on my tippy toes and kissed him. This wasnt a passionate kiss it was more like a im pleading kiss. I broke the kiss and said

" Lets get out of here"

He looked up quickly. He told Bob that we were going to gave a funny look and sighed and left. We drove to his started to kiss went to pull down my skirt I couldn't help but let him. I unzipped his pants pulled them down right along with his length was caught me staring and smiled

"Are you sure you want this"

"i want this more than anything"

With that i took off my underwear,and shirt. I closed my eyes waiting for the pain. I felt this sharp pain but it quickly turned into pleasure while he thrusted in me. I moaned loudly. He finally came in me and feel numbly on top of me.

"Are you ok"

I asked concerned. I heard him chuckle.

"You were great Cassie"

In my head I just wanted to run away and never come back . The time all I could see was Ponyboy's face . I need to fix things with him

A/N:hope you enjoy this chapter please review need your opinion if i should keep writing or not be honest :) NO flames !