A/N: So I was listening to this song and IMMEDIATELY MY HEAD WENT OMG TIVA!!! HAHAHA so the song is Carrie Underwood I know you won't- I just feel like Tony is stringing her along so this is an outlet for me because I hope against all hope that he proves me wrong! Oh and I guess somewhat spoilers for this last weeks new episode.
I know you don't mean to be mean to me
Because when you want to you can make me feel like we belong
We belong
Every since they had gotten back from Somalia, Tony had been unusually mean to her. Sure he tried to pass it off as teasing but she could tell her was still somewhat bitter about things. She had thought after she had apologized to him in the bathroom things would be okay but then he had told Mcgee he didn't want her as citizen. That had hurt. Maybe he was regretting saving her. She wouldn't blame him. She had been ready to die. Then Salim pulled that sack of her head and everything she knew was different.
Then when Dunham had been flirting with her she saw a hint of jealousy from Tony. He had followed her into the ladies room and asked her how she would do it. She had flirted with him and he flirted back. She even giggled. She never giggled. But that was what he did to her. He made her like a giddy school girl. But things never felt more right than when she was with him.
Lately you make me feel all I am is a backup plan
I say I'm done and then you smile at me and I forget
Everything I said
I buy into those eyes
Answer all your lies.
Tony had compared her to Kai. Maybe at one point in time she had been a heartless and cold killer but she wasn't anymore. Did he still see her that way? She hoped not. She didn't want to be that way anymore.
Then he smiled at her and told her she was pretty and her heart soared. She played it off by telling him he annoyed her. Often. But the truth was she would take that any day of the week over being in Mossad. But looking into his eyes made her forget sometimes that he could never feel the same way about her.
You say you'll call
But I know you
You say you're coming home
But I know you
You say you'll call
But I know you won't
You say you'll call
But I know you won't
I wish you were where you were suppose to be
Close to me
But here I am just staring at this candle burning out
She was at home later that night curled up in her bed. Wishing and day dreaming that Tony was there with her. Holding her in his arms. Tightly. But instead she just layed alone watching the candle burn down slowly.
Still no sound
The footsteps on my stairs
Your voice anywhere
You say you'll call
but I know you
You say your comin home
But I know you
You say you'll call
but I know you won't
you say you'll call
but I know you won't