Disclaimer: I don't own ToS, but I must say that ToS is like the best game I've ever played!
I never thought I would ever meet somebody who would care so much for me after I practically lost everything I had. I knew that my time would never come back, that Daddy would never come back, that Alicia would never come back and deep inside that was really destroying me… I never said anything though; I always kept all those feelings inside, hidden. That was until I met him.
He was that brave soul who risked his life only to save me, a person he had recently met when he first came to Tethe'alla. I still do not understand why did he do this, he had not come to my world to save me; he had come to find a way to cure his friend, Colette. I was always jealous of Colette because he seemed to care more about her. It was always "Colette this," "Colette that," it really made me angry sometimes because I wanted him to notice me, I wanted him to love me. I never tried anything though; I was too scared and embarrassed. Besides something told me he would never love me.
One day I decided to tell him how I felt towards him though. I was really nervous, I did not know how he would react, but when I arrived at the hotel he was staying at, I saw him kissing Colette. He had her in his arms embracing her as if he never wanted to let go. It was as if my heart broke in two that day, and then continued to break into many more pieces. I was crushed, I was angry, I was sad. I wanted to kill him, but he had no fault, I mean, he did not even know about how I much I loved him. Seeing him kiss her was the last thing I needed. That day I ran back to my empty house in my lonely village of Ozette. I cried… I cried a lot. I had already lost two people I really loved and my time, I did not want to lose him too, and I did not want to suffer again!
That night he came to my house wondering why I had run away like that. I did not want to see him but he said that he was not going to leave if I didn't answer him. I had no choice but to say something…