A/N- I have nothing to say about this. I hope the story will speak for itself...
Numbness is a funny thing.
When others were around it is easy to hide. Cover it with smiles and laughs and a sarcastic sense of humor.
But alone it is like a monster, eating you from the inside out.
There is no inspiration, no motivation to even move.
It is a feeling that cannot be put into words.
Forgotten.
Failed.
Alone.
And Neal hated it.