Authors Note-Ok this isn't the best. I wrote it when I was bored. Let me know if you like it! Sirius is NOT dead...

Disclaimer: I wish..a.k.a. no.

People were always fascinated by his eyes, but it was more than fascination for me. It was and obsession. His eyes could hypnotize me.

Lucky guess. My names Ginny Weasley. Sister of Charlie, Bill, Percy, Fred, George, and Ron Weasley- all of whom are older than me, as luck may have it. My closest brother is Ron is only a year older than me, and happens to be the best friend of Harry Potter, a legend in himself- and the love of my life. Want to know the weirdest part? Harry has no clue. He has no clue that a person who has been like a sister him all his life is in love with him. I've spent night after night praying, crying, and hoping that he would one day realize how much I love him...and he never did.

It has now been 9 years since I first set eyes on Harry Potter. We have both graduated from Hogwarts. He is working with the Chuddley Cannons, and is the best on their team. I-well I just moved out of my house, live in my own apartment and have a job at Hogwarts as the Defense Against The Dark Arts teacher, hoping to last longer than a year.

So today's his 21st birthday. It's at my moms house. Everyone willbe there. Me, Ron, Hermione, Fred, George, Alicia, Angelina, Percy, Penelope, Bill, Charlie, my Mom, Dad, Dumbledore, McGonagall, Sirius, Remus, Harry..and here's the worst part...Cho.

Ron and Hermione had been going out since 6th year. They are so in love it's sick- but yet of course so am I with the exception of my man not knowing, so it's different. Fred has been going with Angelina for 3 years and are engaged. George and Alicia- the same amount as Fred and Angelina, but they are not engaged. Harry and Cho: since he graduated which would be two years. It hurts. You have no clue what I go through. Seeing him there hugging her, kissing her, laughing. There'll all so happy and they think I am too. But I'm not. I'm miserable. I act happy when he walks through the door. And part me of is, but the rest of me is screaming.

When he walked through the door with his hand around Cho's waist, and laughing, I melted. He looked so good. A white clean shirt. Black hair as crazy as ever. Dark, black, slick glasses. And jeans that fit perfectly. I looked at what Cho was wearing. Well wearing wouldn't necessarily fit. Nothing would. It was a freaking little jean mini skirt that barely covered her(well I think you get the point), a pink tube top that showed half her stomach, and little flip-flops. I looked at what I was wearingA knee length denim skirt, a pink tank top and sneakers. My stomach wasn't showing, nor was like my ENTIRE leg, but I thought I looked alright.

As I was day dreaming, he spotted me.

"Ginny!" he said, grabbing me by the waist and giving me a big hug, practically lifting me off his feet. I laughed and patted him on his back, but I guess I looked like I was having too much fun, because Cho hit him on the shoulder, and he put me down. He took off his sun glasses (he got contacts from the muggle store a while back), and looked at me. "Ginny you look great. How have you been?" I didn't know how to answer that so I just said, "Fine, and thank you," figuring it was better than saying "Actually Harry I'm miserable. I love you. You love that slut over there. How do you THINK I am?"

"So -uh - is everyone else outside?" he asked.

"Yupp. Awaiting the arrival of Harry the great." I said, winking adn bowing. He laughed, and walked past me, dragging Cho along with him. I turned to walk upstairs, but he caught me by the arm.

"Wait where are you going?" he asked.

"Oh just to the bathroom. Go out there. They are all dying to see you." He waited for a second. Then went outside looking confused. I went to my room and sighed. Well he did hug me, but then again he has been doing that for the last 5 years. Not that it means anything, but it just means that we grew up, and that he thinks I am over that crush I had on him in my 2nd year.

Once I got to the bathroom I just sat on the toilet. I thought back to the day he graduated.

FLASHBACK

On that day the he, Ron, and Hermione graduated, I watched in the background. When he was done I met him while he was taking off his gown.

"Harry! Congratulations!"

"Oh- uh- thanks Ginny," he said. But I saw something different. He seemed to be crying.

"Harry- uh- are u alright?" I asked.

"Um well...not really Gin, you see. Well today is the last day of Hogwarts. Where am I gonna go? What am I gonna do? This way the ONLY real home I ever had...beside for your place o'course."

"Look Harry," I said, " You know my parents LOVE you. You can stay with us whenever u like. When I graduate I am gonna by myself a house- and your always welcome there. Ron and Hermione- well they are gonna be moving in together in about a year...and I'll be willing to bet anything that you would be welcome there too. And sooner or later you're gonna get a job so you'll have money for your own place."

He looked at me, weirdly, then said, "You know, Gin, I know we never talked much, but I always felt really close to you. Maybe it was because of what happened in your first year, but uh I've always felt confident in you. Thanks." Then, out of no where, he leaned down and kissed me. A soft gentle kiss. That was meant merely as a thank- you kiss. But we both knew it was more than that. When he pulled away he just stared at me, apparently shocked that his best friends' little sister could have that much of an effect on him, i dont know whether or not is was just my imagination but he seemed to be leaning in, as if to - no that couldn't be happening. Then, as if Mother Nature was keeping us apart, Cho walked in.

"Harry! Uh- what's going on?" she had graduated a little before him and came to see him.

"Oh- nothing Cho." And with one glance- he walked away.

end flashback

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK. There was someone at the bathroom door. When I opened it, Ron was there.

"Hey c'mon Gin! They're gonna cut the cake." he said, but when he got one look at my expression he bent down so he could see me properly. "Are you ok?" he asked.

"Yeah Ron. Why wouldn't I be fine I mean," I cut off. I couldn't go any further.

"Don't worry Gin," he said with a smile very unlike his- nice. "He'll come around soon enough. Trust me. He's my best friend, Cho wont be with him too much longer."

"What do u mean...you're not gonna like- Kill her or anything. Right?" I asked frantically.

"No No No! Geeze. Harry was talking to me and he said he's considering dumping her- because he's into some one else!" he said.

"Doesn't mean it's me!"I said.

"Oh it doesn't?" he said sarcastically. " Well I was talking to Cho about not buying a dog but she wouldn't listen. Hmm Ginny's not back yet? Where IS Ginny? Man she's taking a long time. Nah, Ginny. You're right, there's no WAY, Harry's into you."