Tears so sadly roam his face yearning, searching and wondering about his life.
Life mattered nothing, he didn't find his answers and blamed himself.
Remember... he tried every other day. Nothing came.
By now he asked him self if it was what he actually wanted.
He closed his eyes to see her face.
He didn't remember for he never forgot her.
"I never meant to hurt you" he thought
"Do you still look for me?" he thought
"Why don't you just forget me and all the pain I've caused?" he thought
"I should stop, thinking to much will drown me" he whispered into the deep forest.
He continued his walk so sadly listening to the wind and its stories.
Walking through villages and villages and going... where?
He had no destination he just wanted to run away!
From what?
Everything!
He stopped to lay in the grass.
So many stars "They aren't lonely... they have each other!"
A shooting star felled in the deep purple and blue sky.
He wished for a "new beginning"
"Heh!" he laughed shaking the thought away following by another one "Like it is going to happen"
He felled asleep.
Thats why nothing happened, he wasn't free because he didn't let go. He didn't let him self get a chance for change. He lost hope and never gain answers. He faded into fears.