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Shane's POV

Being alone was the greatest thing in the world to me. Sadly, the only time I can be alone, is night time. Nothing but me, the moon, the stars and stray cats.

I was ready to give up, to let it all go, have a normal life again. No one ever made me feel normal. Never.

When I'm on stage and everyone cheers and applauses and scream, jump up and down to our songs, they are never cheering for me, they cheer for the person they think I am. Who am I? I don't know...you tell me...

I was sick and tired of getting trampled to death by fans, who think they know me but all they know is what colour toothbrush I have. They don't really care about what really matters...Me. Most people don't even like me for my music anymore. The more important thing to them is how many times per week I wash my hair...

I was walking down every dark alley I could find, the creepy silent places gave me a strange feeling of relaxation...the only relaxing I have...

I turned into another alley, slowing my pace as I went. I didn't really know where I was but I knew for sure I didn't want to go back to my band mates.

Another argument would rise. Sometimes it gets as stupid as if to put 'the' in front of our song title. I always back away, cuz mainly I don't really care. The title won't make the song any better, and our song get more stupid and pointless by the minute...or our labels songs.

There was a bar on the corner of the exit of the alley, loud shouts were heard from the inside and my relaxation went away. A strong smell of beer hit me as the doors were open and six guys were thrown out.

Never liked beer, never will. The most sick and tasteless drink out there. The thought of it made me gag, and the smell of it made me wanna run, get away as far as possible. I stayed.

"What part of we're closing, don't you get?" shouted the man who threw them out, before slamming door shut, and locking it securely.

The guys cursed and slammed the walls out of irritation, rolled on the ground and a couple threw up but started laughing afterwards. Puke is funny...

I took a step back, deciding it would be better if I went back the other way. One of the guys caught my eye, and smiled getting off the ground.

"Well lookie here, a visitor" said the guy putting his large hands together. He smiled at me strolling closer and when he couldn't get any closer he stared at me. He breathed in and out at me, the horrible smell of beer hitting me stronger and stronger, everytime another one of the guys came closer.

"You lost?" another one asked with a mocking tone. I didn't look who the husky tone belonged to, I kept my eyes locked with the tall brown haired one in front of me. I knew I didn't stand a chance but at least I could act tough while I was still conscious and I knew that won't be for long.

"What are you doing here puppy" the browned hair one ask poking me on the chest. "huh? You a lost little puppy?" he pushed me into the brick wall and by the colour of my shirt pinned me down. "Where's your dog tag?" he chuckled

"Lost it too" I grinned, if this was the end, at least I could make it fun...

"You a brave little puppy, huh..." he slammed my head into the wall and let me fall to the ground "puppy?"

I was amazed I was still conscious but the pain was spreading, and spreading, as I was slammed from side to side, from wall to wall, knee to knee until I was about to ask for them to end me, but a new voice spoke over the laughter of the guys...

"Okay, that's enough!" But they didn't stop. One of them grabbed me by my hair and slammed my head into the ground, causing me to let out a shout of pain...

"Seriously Dave, back off. He's has enough"

I wasn't sure who Dave was but suddenly everything stopped. The guys backed off spitting on me, and laughing, but...they were leaving me. Leaving me to die...

"Come on Brandi babe, why you gotta ruin the fun?" asked Dave, which I recognized as the voice of the tall one.

"Leave. Him"

"What's in it for me?" he chuckled and the girl stayed quite. "Do I get to choose?" Silence "Hehe, real funny Brandi, now I did what you asked me to do, so now let's go and find a bar that doesn't close at midnight!"

"You go"

"Oh great! You gonna help him?" he laughed "Brandi the life saver"

"hey puppy, looks like someone's stupid enough to bring you to the pound" he kicked me one last time into the ribs, and a sickening crack was heard. "Oops, so terribly sorry." He walked away and a slight slam was heard. The girl fell on top of me, bringing on a load of forgotten pain. "Have fun" laughed Dave before leading the other guys out.

The girl –Brandi- slowly removed herself from me, and kneeled down.

"Brandi we should really go" said another female voice

"And leave him here?!" cried Brandi

"But Brandi, there's not much we can do now"

My death, was just confirmed, and that was the most beautiful thing you could have said to me. This torture was soon to be over. This pain would soon leave my me...or I would leave the pain.

"Call 911"

"But Brandi-"

"I said-"

"Fine! Okay, I'm dialling"

"Can you hurry up, his breathing is slowing..."

"We need and ambulance..." was all I heard of the phone call before everything went completely, and utterly silent, with nothing but darkness surrounding me...

My relaxation...

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