( Authors Note: This is my second Final Fantasy 10 Fiction, I'm trying for
more Romance / Angst this time.. so don't be too harsh. I hope you enjoy it
and please review when you're done. If you really like this piece of work
you can look at my other fiction 'The Fallen Summoner' since you'll like
that too. Here's chapter one, tell me what you think, if I should continue
or not. )
Chapter 1 : Embracing Sin
"Mom, please don't go! You don't have to!" I cried out loud looking at my mother. My eyes were puffy and filled with tears, making the vision of my mother blurry. I wrapped my hand around her wrist to give her some sort of indication that I did not want her to leave. She was my mother she was the only one I cared for at the time. My father, Jyscal, had always deprived me of attention and love all he wanted me to do was strive in the certain abilities I had. My mother on the other hand, comforted me in all times of need whenever I felt sad she made a smile curl onto my face, and when happy she made that feeling feel golden.
"Seymour, I have to. It is the only way to defeat Sin. Don't you want a world where everyone can be happy, including yourself? Where you feel free of worrying?" My mother had responded, as she wet down on one nee and looked straight at me, eye to eye.
"I don't care. Someone else can do it. You don't need to."
"And that other person has a family to that would be saddened to see that family member go. Either way, one has to be sacrificed. I'm doing this to get rid of Sin, to free Spira of the dark veil covering over it. One day, you'll thank me. The final Aeon, it is the only way." She smiled and continued to speak in a calm voice like giving up her life was nothing to her. She had taken my hand off of her wrist and got up. She began to walka way, I cried for her, screamed, did anything I could for her to come back. But she continued to walk, not caring that she was destroying me.
My mother was wrong. Sin I had grown to hate, hating every thing that it did. I saw all that it done, seeing as it tore people to pieces and made Spira crumble like it was nothing. As I began to grow into an adult I began to embrace it, getting a new perspective on it. Was the final Aeon the only way? The only way to paralyze Sin, but those ho had summoned the beast to kill it was actually hurting the people, not helping them. Sin was the source of death; during death no one can feel pain. During life emotions are twisted and tangled, liking someone for a second then a second later hating them. Sin was actually trying to lift the veil of darkness off of Spira, it was trying to ake it so no one can feel these emotions. All of Spira should die. Then no more harm can be done. Why tryo to kill it so during you're entire life all you feel is sorrow and despair? There is no point.
I learned to accept death, as everyone shall confront it someday. I learned to embrace it. Committing suicide was not an answer; there was my way of helping Spira. I had to become Sin; I had to destroy the people of Spira. I wouldn't be destroying it, I'd be saving it.
Seeing my mother sacrifice herself for no reason. I began to feel a dark hole growing inside of my body, consuming all that is within me. Like it is some sort of force eating away at me, trying to rip through my skin and just leap out. Whenever I felt happy, this emotion kicked in and a second later I felt sad again. This feeling crept up my spine, which gave me, chills. Whenever I got depressed this feeling added onto it, making the reason why I was in sorrow and despair even more important. It was a gap; there was something I was missing. There was some sort of light that needed to be shined over this gap, this dark hole, which will finally make it stop. Which will finally make the suffering end. The suffering will end once I become the final Aeon.
"Seymour your ways are wrong! Just because Sin has taken the life of your mother does not mean that killing everyone is the right thing to do." My father had protested once I told him of my idea. He was a maester of Yevon, I thought he would be able to understand my view points. Make the people understand that death is something that will always happen, that no one should try to resist it. That Sin is only trying to help, not destroy.
"For what way are they wrong?"
"We would all be extinct! Sin was brought upon us because we had kill each other. Not since we tried to aid."
"Sin came to help us kill each other since once dead no one can be hurt anymore. Don't you understand that life only brings suffering and pain?"
"Seymour you just feel empty inside. You have a gap inside of your heart since you don't accept life. You don't embrace the years that you have upon this land. You have yet to find someone you love. once you do you will know that emotion is the best one then being dead. If dead you cannot feel love and compassion you're only looking at it from the wrong perspective."
"I will love once Spira praises me for saving it. The one shall come, and she shall believe in my ways as well. Love is also the most painful emotion. What happens if the one you loved had cheated on you. or Sin has decided to rest her at peace? Then what happens you live a life full of grief and you wish to die. wish to join her in death. I will join my love in death. Our love will be eternal, not just for a few mere years. If you do not believe in what I say, then I will just have to deal with you."
"What do you mean by 'deal with you'?"
"I will help you. You will return to your wife and see that love in the afterlife is eternal and better than living it on Spira where you also worry that death will come upon you." Seymour had a glare in his eyes and raised his staff glaring at his father; a smirk was smeared upon his face. Jyscal had backed away in pain, seeing that the troubles that had burden upon his life has finally taken over him. This gap of emptiness, which was probably lack of having a love, this dark hole growing inside of him, had finally taken over. Seymour just approached him, gathering energy, focusing it into his staff, which was pointed right at his father.
(Authors Note: I hope you guys enjoyed the first chapter. Just explains his ways of Sin. and what has driven him to it. Once Yuna comes into the picture everything may become a bit clearer. Please review with what you think and if I should continue this or not. More romance and angst will enter in the next few chapters. This was only to get a feel of Seymour's attitude towards Sin, like the chapter title says.)
Chapter 1 : Embracing Sin
"Mom, please don't go! You don't have to!" I cried out loud looking at my mother. My eyes were puffy and filled with tears, making the vision of my mother blurry. I wrapped my hand around her wrist to give her some sort of indication that I did not want her to leave. She was my mother she was the only one I cared for at the time. My father, Jyscal, had always deprived me of attention and love all he wanted me to do was strive in the certain abilities I had. My mother on the other hand, comforted me in all times of need whenever I felt sad she made a smile curl onto my face, and when happy she made that feeling feel golden.
"Seymour, I have to. It is the only way to defeat Sin. Don't you want a world where everyone can be happy, including yourself? Where you feel free of worrying?" My mother had responded, as she wet down on one nee and looked straight at me, eye to eye.
"I don't care. Someone else can do it. You don't need to."
"And that other person has a family to that would be saddened to see that family member go. Either way, one has to be sacrificed. I'm doing this to get rid of Sin, to free Spira of the dark veil covering over it. One day, you'll thank me. The final Aeon, it is the only way." She smiled and continued to speak in a calm voice like giving up her life was nothing to her. She had taken my hand off of her wrist and got up. She began to walka way, I cried for her, screamed, did anything I could for her to come back. But she continued to walk, not caring that she was destroying me.
My mother was wrong. Sin I had grown to hate, hating every thing that it did. I saw all that it done, seeing as it tore people to pieces and made Spira crumble like it was nothing. As I began to grow into an adult I began to embrace it, getting a new perspective on it. Was the final Aeon the only way? The only way to paralyze Sin, but those ho had summoned the beast to kill it was actually hurting the people, not helping them. Sin was the source of death; during death no one can feel pain. During life emotions are twisted and tangled, liking someone for a second then a second later hating them. Sin was actually trying to lift the veil of darkness off of Spira, it was trying to ake it so no one can feel these emotions. All of Spira should die. Then no more harm can be done. Why tryo to kill it so during you're entire life all you feel is sorrow and despair? There is no point.
I learned to accept death, as everyone shall confront it someday. I learned to embrace it. Committing suicide was not an answer; there was my way of helping Spira. I had to become Sin; I had to destroy the people of Spira. I wouldn't be destroying it, I'd be saving it.
Seeing my mother sacrifice herself for no reason. I began to feel a dark hole growing inside of my body, consuming all that is within me. Like it is some sort of force eating away at me, trying to rip through my skin and just leap out. Whenever I felt happy, this emotion kicked in and a second later I felt sad again. This feeling crept up my spine, which gave me, chills. Whenever I got depressed this feeling added onto it, making the reason why I was in sorrow and despair even more important. It was a gap; there was something I was missing. There was some sort of light that needed to be shined over this gap, this dark hole, which will finally make it stop. Which will finally make the suffering end. The suffering will end once I become the final Aeon.
"Seymour your ways are wrong! Just because Sin has taken the life of your mother does not mean that killing everyone is the right thing to do." My father had protested once I told him of my idea. He was a maester of Yevon, I thought he would be able to understand my view points. Make the people understand that death is something that will always happen, that no one should try to resist it. That Sin is only trying to help, not destroy.
"For what way are they wrong?"
"We would all be extinct! Sin was brought upon us because we had kill each other. Not since we tried to aid."
"Sin came to help us kill each other since once dead no one can be hurt anymore. Don't you understand that life only brings suffering and pain?"
"Seymour you just feel empty inside. You have a gap inside of your heart since you don't accept life. You don't embrace the years that you have upon this land. You have yet to find someone you love. once you do you will know that emotion is the best one then being dead. If dead you cannot feel love and compassion you're only looking at it from the wrong perspective."
"I will love once Spira praises me for saving it. The one shall come, and she shall believe in my ways as well. Love is also the most painful emotion. What happens if the one you loved had cheated on you. or Sin has decided to rest her at peace? Then what happens you live a life full of grief and you wish to die. wish to join her in death. I will join my love in death. Our love will be eternal, not just for a few mere years. If you do not believe in what I say, then I will just have to deal with you."
"What do you mean by 'deal with you'?"
"I will help you. You will return to your wife and see that love in the afterlife is eternal and better than living it on Spira where you also worry that death will come upon you." Seymour had a glare in his eyes and raised his staff glaring at his father; a smirk was smeared upon his face. Jyscal had backed away in pain, seeing that the troubles that had burden upon his life has finally taken over him. This gap of emptiness, which was probably lack of having a love, this dark hole growing inside of him, had finally taken over. Seymour just approached him, gathering energy, focusing it into his staff, which was pointed right at his father.
(Authors Note: I hope you guys enjoyed the first chapter. Just explains his ways of Sin. and what has driven him to it. Once Yuna comes into the picture everything may become a bit clearer. Please review with what you think and if I should continue this or not. More romance and angst will enter in the next few chapters. This was only to get a feel of Seymour's attitude towards Sin, like the chapter title says.)