A/N: Hello readers! I've decided to write a Fanfic mainly centering on Teto's position in the world of the Vocaloids and UTAUloids and The Otherloids(?). Sincerely hope it's not to gloomy...or gloomy enough...It's my first time writing an Angst-y themed story, so please, bare with me! I also wrote this because, well, Teto needs more appreciation! As well as the other UTAU's! Moving on...Yes, I know it's ridiculous short-410 words without the author's note-, but this is just a Prologue. Lenghty chapters are soon to come! Though, not as quickly as I could since I'm currently in the middle of anther story that's in Progress. So updates may be slow, but I'll try my best.
Prologue
UTAUloid.
I never questioned that word up 'til now. Then again, I never questioned many things up until now. I merely fell upon this world, at the age 15 and not 1-day-old, and did not have the need to question. At least, that's what I thought.
I was cheerful, gullible, and oblivious, but in a good way (if that's possible). No one saw me otherwise, save for Ted. I was never really so oblivious on the inside, I just acted as such. I couldn't help it at the time, though. It's in my programming, forever to cause me to portray a false personality to the world. I wanted to believe that I was happy the way I was, and I was able to fool myself for quite a while. But only just a while.
My state of mind got the best of my actions. I began to act more…different than usual in a way. It not only worried every one of my friends and so-called family, but as well as myself. Almost to the point where I was afraid to look in the mirror for more than a few seconds without once thinking 'what am I doing with myself' or 'what could possible be wrong?' Almost.
Ted always tell me that I worry to much, that I always seem to have some sort of concern, and if not that, found a reason to be. But so what if I worry too much. It's perfectly natural. Completely human. To bad I'm not such a thing, nor will I ever be close to being one.
It was not meant to even be this way, I've realized. It was all just by luck. I'm only here because of the fact that I was liked. I was pretty much a prank. Hence the fact that my release date just so happens to be on April Fools. I wondered what would have happened if I my voice wasn't so appealing to the targeted public. Maybe I would've been disconnected and thrown away. Completely forgotten by the world. But, luckily, I was good enough. Good enough to be a UTAUloid, that is.
Master always told me that I was special, being the first UTAU. But am I really? If I was some hoax, tricking others into thinking I was yet another Vocaloid, how come I'm not one? Does the title UTAUloid really make me special?
…Am I not good enough?
Thanks for reading! Hope this poor excuse of a Prologue was at least enjoyable. -unsure of herself-
Reviews are much appreciated. ^^;;
