Big Girls Don't Cry- what if Lorelai sang another song to Rory, but for Luke in Lorelai, Lorelai? Please review! I love feedback positive, or negitive!!
Disclaimer: I don't own any characters, or the song Big Girls Don't Cry by Fergie. If I owned the show, what would I be doing in my stupid town???
"The smell of your skin lingers on me now. You're probably on your flight back to your hometown.
I need some shelter of my own protection baby.
Be with myself and center clarity, be serenity.
"I hope you know, I hope you know that this has nothin to do with you!
It's personal, myself and I, we've got some straightening out to do!
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry!" I sing this looking between my daughter and ex-fiancé. I really mean this for Luke, just like the song I sang before, I Will Always Love You. That was true. This is too, because I needed some time by myself. I know that Luke and I are meant for each other, but I really haven't spent anytime by myself.
"To bed, I'm walking, I must go alone.
I must take baby steps til I'm full grown.
Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I for seek the darker head if I stay.
I hope you know, I hope you know that this has nothin to do with you!
It's personal, myself and I, we've got some straightening out to do!
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry!" Yeah, big girls don't cry. I keep telling myself that over and over, while I'm up here singing this song, but I can't help to let a few tears to escape. Everybody must know that I'm crying about Luke and I, including Babette and Patty. I try to ignore the feelings again, and go on to the next verse.
"Like a little school me in the school yard, we'll play jacks and uno cards.
I'll be your best friend, and you'll be mine, valentine.
Yes, you can hold my hand if you want to!
Cause I wanna hold your's too!
We'll be playmates, and lovers, and share our secret worlds.
But it's time for me to go home. It's getting late and dark outside.
Need to be with myself and center, clarity, be serenity." Okay, the best friend's part applies to Rory and I, but the rest is all Luke. I'm now thinking of Luke and I when we were friends. We had fun, laughed, and carried on comedic banter. I would even settle for that back. Well, now that I think about it, I don't think I would. I want Luke: all or nothing.
"I hope you know, I hope you know that this has nothin to do with you!
It's personal, myself and I, we've got some straightening out to do!
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry! Don't cry, don't cry." I finish, and reluctantly leave the stage as everyone claps for me. The whole town is here, I think. I stare straight at Luke, and start to think crazy things. This is your chance; jump him. Wow, that is definitely the alcohol talking! Shaking that thought out, another comes in. He wants this too, you know it. This one, however, won't go away. I forget about my daughter, and the town being there, and walk straight up to Luke. I am soo drunk right now, but I don't care. I want this. He starts to open his mouth to say something, but I put my lips on his, hard. I can feel him giving in after a minute, and then I pull back, wondering what he's feeling.
"Lorelai, what—." He begins.
"I miss you, Luke. Please take me back." I beg, starting to feel dizzy. I think the alcohol is making me do all of this.
"Always." He simply said, and smiles too, as we kiss again. I hear clapping, and pull back from Luke to see my daughter smiling at me and the rest of the town standing up clapping.
"I love you, Luke." I say leaning into him.
"I love you too, Lorelai." He says in his raspy voice.
Ten years later, Lorelai and Luke are happily married with three kids: Emily Rebekah Danes, Willaim Lucas, and Jake Richard, and Rory is happily working in Hartford at a local newspaper, as the official daughter of Luke Danes.
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Thank you sooo much for reading!! I know it was short, but it is a oneshot, and that's really all I like to write. If any of you have read my other story Love, Confusion and Bert, I am sad to inform you that it will not be coming back for another chapter. I got stuck, and it didn't work out. But, if you have any suggestions as to how I should go, please feel free to read it and let me know!!! Thanks & Review!