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I Truly am Sorry
Have you ever thought that there is more to me than meets the eye? I know that sounds cliché, but I mean it to be true. I am Sirius Black. I am a wizard. I am alone. As I sit here in this cage, in this prison-I think back on my life. What have I done that I should be proud of? Is there honestly anything special about me? I have been targeted. I have been lied to. I have been betrayed. I no longer know what it means to be happy.
These creatures that surround me take away my hope. At night, when the darkness envelops my cell, my dreams bring me to a time that seems to be brought out of a fairytale. I am a prince surrounded by my loyal knights. There are people who respect me. I have enemies-but I know I am inevitable. I see the faces of my friends. We are high above the grounds at Hogwarts flying. Care free. Happy. James, Remus, Lily is watching from the stands and…Peter. As fast as these dreams come they disappear. Nightmares. My body goes cold. I can see my breath in front of me and then the pain. I am at Godric's Hollow. James is dead. Lily is dead. There is no hope.
Peter I will kill you for what you have done to them. I will never forget. I am the only one left who knows the truth. The rest are gone because of you. I can never forgive.
I am once again surrounded, but this time by people. He is there and he kills them. There is a bright light. A loud noise. Then everything clears. All around me there are dead bodies. He is gone. They are coming to get me. I will not run. The time to run is long gone. What is left to fight for? Nothing. Or so I thought. It all happened so fast.
Yes I pity myself.
They are dead. I am alive.
I feel so guilty.
I am alone but I know I must keep fighting.
Why?
I may be suffering but one is suffering more.
Harry-Please forgive me for not being there for you.
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