"Louis, my love. I have been thinking a lot of you lately, and Harry's too of course. In the other day you made me the question, the one that I didn't want to hear, I didn't even knew what to answer without hurting your heart. I'm sorry for such a weak answer, «I don't know», and for leaving so quickly but it was an unexpected question and since that day that make that question to myself. Oh Louis, you know that I love you and that I don't like being the reason for your break-up. And don't try to tell me that it wasn't my fault 'cause I can't help but feel that it was a little of my fault. But you know that my relationship with Harry is a complicated relationship. I got my feeling all messed up and that's the reason for the «I don't know», 'cause honestly I don't know. Don't ask me to choose between you and Harry, 'cause I can't hurt any of you. Maybe this isn't a well-understood letter, but I hope you understand. I love you Louis, never doubt of that.

With Love, Tita."

That was my first letter to Louis. At first sight you'll not understanding anything of the letter, so I'm going back a week early.

I was at the park with Louis, he was hearing a hoodie and some sunglasses. If I didn't knew it was him I wouldn't recognize him. We were having fun, as always, and then we sat near of the lake. He had his arms around me and I always feel good when we're that close. We were in silence and that silence was suddenly interrupt by Louis.

"Do you love me? Or do you love Harry?" he asked looking at the lake. I looked at him immediately surprised.

"I, I don't know." I said. "Well, I have to go. Talk to you later."

And after I said that I leaved quickly, without running. After that day I have being asking that question to myself over and over again, so I decided to write the letter to Louis.

It's been almost a week since I send the letter to Louis, Niall had been with me the last few days.

"You know that he loves you, right? You're everything to him." Said Niall trying to make me smile.

"Oh, Niall. I know." I said.

He knew that I was devastated and there was nothing he could do. After a while of seeing tv shows with me Niall had to go back to the boys.

"I see you tomorrow, and if you need to talk call me no matter what." He said while going out the door.

"I know Niall, thank you." I said smiling, a fake smile.

"You don't need to thank me, I always be there." He said and then leaved. I watch him leaved, and wave at him while he was going.