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A/N: One Shot! kinda a page out of my book cept for the end. No flames please, if you want me to make it a story, I will. Reviews are appreciated!

Songs:
Miracle by Cascada
I'm Not That Girl from the musical Wicked
Without You from the musical Rent

And Now on with the story

--Hermione's POV--

Boy meets girl,
You were my dream my world.
But I was blind
You cheated on me from behind.
So on my own
I feel so all alone,
Though I know it's true,
I'm still in love with you.

And so is the story of my life. I found someone that I love with my entire heart and soul, and I still do. But he decided that he needed a break, and he left me. He left to join the aurors over five years ago. I figured that when he came back, we could have something again. But he didn't come back to me. He decided he liked her.

Blithe smile, lithe limb
She who's winsome, she wins him
Gold hair with a gentle curl
and Heaven knows,
I'm not that girl.

Nope, not the one for him. I mean it's no wonder he chose her. She's beautiful, and smart, and witty, and funny, and well, she's perfect. But as I just sang for you, I'm not that girl. She is. So I guess she wins.

Without you,
the ground thaws,
the rain falls,
the grass grows.
Without you,
the seeds root,
the flowers bloom,
the children play.
The stars gleam,
the poets dream,
the eagles fly,
without you.
The earth turns,
the sun burns,
but I die,
without you.

Dear Draco,
You said that missing you would be the hardest part, and that it would get easier as time goes on. Well, you were wrong. Loving you, and knowing that you'll never love me back, and that we'll never be together, and that we have no future together, hurts the most. I just know that I will never stop loving you. Ever. I just wish you didn't stop loving me.
loving you forever,
Hermione Granger

--End POV--

Hermione tied the letter to the leg of her black owl, and watched it disappear into the night.

Hundreds of miles away, Draco stared into the starless night while standing on his balcony. In the room behind him, slept Asyiriana, a blonde beauty, and a wonderful woman in Draco's opinion, but she wasn't her. Glancing at Asyiriana, and then back up at the night sky, and whispered "Hermione. My love, my life."