A/N: Hey :) soo this is my first EVER fanfiction so pretty big moment for me... aha
Just so you know i absolutly LOVE klaine so you will probs be seeing quite a bit more of them from me and sorry about this first one. it's a bit rusty and not very good by hey ho, its klaine ;) the ending failed a bit and didnt really go in the direction i wanted it too but see what you think...
"Can't we just have two final days of denial?" Kurt pleaded but nothing was going to stop Blaine now.
"No, no we cannot. This is happening right now Kurt, It's not some far of thing in the future." His voice broke a little. "Your graduating, I'm not. You know how hard long distance relationships can be. We both saw the notebook." He slumped into his chair, hanging of every word Kurt was preparing to say.
"Do you wanna know how I picture the end of my life? Just like the notebook, I'm sitting in a nursing home talking endlessly about my high school sweetheart. My first love." Blaine smiled to himself as Kurt looked straight into his adoring eyes. "Going on and on about every little detail as if they matter. Only in my version, he's there with me, telling me to shut up so he can finish watching the American cinema text salute to J Lo." The younger boy chuckled slightly but then realized the reality of the situation.
"So… we're gunna be alright?" Blaine questioned, looking for confirmation. Kurt grabbed both of his hands and squeezed them tightly.
"Yes, we're gunna be alright."
"I told you, I'm never saying goodbye to you." Kurt said this line with an anxious smile as Blaine was trying to reassure his boyfriend with an uncomfortable grin but really, his was so unsure about the future, he didn't know what to think. He tried not to think about it too hard as he started to be swallowed by sadness but he just couldn't stop looking at his adorable Kurt.
As a flock of students entered the classroom, Kurt turned back to his paper and carried on with his work but could feel the unnerving feeling that someone was staring at him. Turning to his boyfriend,
"Blaine… What's wrong?"
"Ohh nothing."
Unsatisfied with Blaine's snappy answer but having no time to talk to him without the possible risk of a detention for the both of them, he turned back to his work trying desperately to concentrate but knowing that something was wrong.
Blaine just couldn't stop staring. Without even looking, Kurt could feel his beautiful hazel eyes glaring at him lovingly but with a glint of sadness in them. Kurt moved his leg under the table and rubbed it up against Blaine's as he turned his head slowly to face his boyfriend.
"I love y..."
"KURT! Stop talking and get on with your test."
Kurt scowled at his geography teacher and Blaine quickly moved his leg away from his. Overwhelmed with the unshakable feeling that he had done something wrong to his boyfriend, Kurt was silent for the rest of the lesson. Everyone was.
The bell rang and Blaine sprung out of his seat and quickly exited the classroom, leaving Kurt behind. Kurt wasn't going to give up that easily. They had been together long enough to know when Blaine was upset, even if he didn't want to show it. He chased his boyfriend down the corridor as he rushed into the boy's toilets.
"Blaine, wait!"
"Just leave it Kurt…"
Three juniors smirked and left quickly after the two gay's had entered so the toilets were empty. Kurt knew this was as good a time as any to have a quick heart-to-heart. He grabbed Blaine by the shoulders and forced him to face Kurt but the emotional boy tried to avoid eye contact at all costs.
"Blaine… look at me."
Raising his head slowly, Blaine looked deep into Kurt's dreamy eyes as a tear ran down his own cheek. Kurt soon realised that Blaine was desperately trying to stop the full water works flooding from his face so quickly pulled him into a thoughtful embrace. Blaine froze, concentrating on trying not to cry.
After a few moments Kurt whispered softly into Blaine's ear "what's up?"
Blaine pulled away and sighed deeply. Kurt put his right hand on his boyfriends face and wiped away the last tear from his cheek with his thumb. Blushing slightly, Blaine showed a small smile and took a deep breath.
"I'm just…worried. That's all. But it's silly. Don't worry. Honest."
He broke eye contact and frowned at the floor. Kurt stroked his face and raised his chin so their eyes met again. He tilted his head ever so slightly and gently kissed Blaine's trembling lips. Blaine finally stopped shaking when their lips met. Kurt took a small step back and Blaine wrapped his arms loosely around the taller boy's neck.
"You can tell me anything, you know that? No matter how silly you may think it is. I'm worried about you." Kurt softly murmured. Blaine let out a slight smile preparing to tell all.
"I… I just don't want to lose the best thing that's ever happened to me. I don't want to lose you." He sighed. "I told you it's silly." Blaine's words trailed into nothingness and Kurt could see that he was welling up again. Slightly embarrassed, Blaine continued.
"I know we just had this conversation in class but," he breathed deeply trying to seize fire on the water works. "I just don't know what I'm going to do without you." Blaine's released his grip and placed his arms by his side, trying to compose himself. "You mean the world to me Kurt. I love you so friking much, and…" He paused for breath and started sobbing a little, quickly wiping away another tear rolling down his face.
Kurt was falling to pieces inside. He hated to see Blaine so upset and it was killing him. He felt like crying too so when Blaine opened his mouth to attempt to speak another heart-felt line, Kurt quickly interjected. "Shh" He sounded softly as he used one hand to place his index finger over Blaine's parted lips and grabbed his smooth hand with the other.
Blaine's tears dried up as soon as Kurt shifted his hand to the back of Blaine's neck and started playing with and running his fingers through his gelled hair. They looked into each other's eyes lovingly and smiled, as if they were talking to each other telepathically. They stood like that for a few moments until Kurt, still smiling, pulled Blaine's head toward his own. Their lips were millimetres away as Kurt whispered to his boyfriend.
"I don't know what's gunna happen to me after graduation but the one thing I am 100% sure about is that me and you… we're perfect. And I wanna spend the rest of my life with the person I love." Blaine was satisfied with Kurt's answer and finally relaxed. Overcome with love he shifted his weight forward just a fraction and kissed Kurt on the lips, slowly and passionately. They could have stayed like that forever.
Blaine accidently bit down on Kurt's bottom lip as he heard footsteps enter the boy's toilets. They jumped off each other in record time and tried to act casual as a tall boy pushed open the door.
It was only Finn.
Kurt and Blaine breathed a sigh of relief. They knew if it was anyone else, all homophobic hell would break loose. "Ohh hey you guys! What have you been up to?" Finn said trying, but failing, to wink at the pair who were now walking toward each other again after jumping a mile as Finn opened the door.
Blaine grabbed Kurt's hand and saw that his lip was bleeding a little. "Ohh Kurt, I'm sorry. Did I do that?"
"Meh it's fine. Don't worry about it."
Blaine gave him a quick peck on the lips, paying special attention to the small cut.
"Ahem." Finn coughed. They forgot Finn was even in the room but didn't really mind. Finn had seen them kiss before at the Hummel-Hudson household and do quite a bit more than kiss in the dreaded Finn-walk-in-on-make-out-sesh of June.
"Finn…"
"Fine… I can hold it. I know when I'm not wanted. See you guys in glee club." He tried to wink at them but managed to fail once again. Blaine chuckled as Finn left the two boys in the toilets. Alone.
"Where were we?" Blaine smiled suggestively and grabbed Kurt's collar with both hands and hurled him forwards so there lips met again. More intense than the last meeting.
"Bla…" Kurt smiled as he was cut off by another flurry of kisses. Blaine rested his hands comfortably on Kurt's hips so Kurt knew his boyfriend had to cool down. Kurt shifted back just a fraction so there lips parted. Blaine lunged forward again for another snog but Kurt just raised two fingers to Blaine's lips to cut him off.
"God I hate what you do to me..." Blaine giggled as he slid his hands from Kurt's waist onto his shoulders.
Kurt smiled at Blaine, loving how easily he could tease his boyfriend. Blaine pulled him closer into a hug. He made small trails of kisses along Kurt's neck and jawline.
"Not here."
Blaine let out a faint laugh and carried on nibbling the reluctant boy's earlobe.
"We have glee rehearsal. It's the last one I'm ever going to have…" Pulling away from Kurt, Blaine's heart sank slightly as he remembered why he was in here in the first place, to escape the reality of Kurt's departure. Kurt could see the disappointment in his boyfriends face and Blaine saw the same expression on Kurt's. After a long, thoughtful pause Blaine grabbed the senior's hand.
"We can do this… together." He took Kurt's hand and led him out of the toilets, into the hallways and towards the choir room.
Kurt realized that Blaine was still holding his hand traipsing down the corridors. They kept getting shifty looks from the new jocks of the school.
"Blaine…" Kurt said uncomfortably only causing the shorter boy to tighten his grip, stop dead in the middle of the hallway and face is adoring boyfriend.
"I don't care what people think anymore Kurt… this is your last day and you should be able to share it with whoever you like."
Kurt smiled as Blaine pulled him into another passionate kiss. More intense than the first; more romantic than the last. People started to wolf whistle as the two broke apart but they didn't care. They blocked out the rest of the world when they held each other close.
"You're amazing." Kurt whispered into Blaine's ear and a shiver went down his back. They stood and just looked at each other, still holding hands, enjoying each other's company. They both leaned towards each other slowly.
"Ah" Kurt squealed a little as the bell rang for next period. "Ohh god… " he instantly tensed up as he knew it was time to say goodbye to his fellow glee clubbers.
Blaine dragged a reluctant Kurt into the choir room.
"You can do this Kurt." Blaine said with a confident grin this time.
Kurt loosened as he knew his boyfriend had faith in him. He pulled him close.
"I love you Blaine Anderson."
Blaine blushed.
"And I love you, Kurt Hummel…"
