Hey guys :) Ok, usually I don't write like...poems and stuff :P I just kinda found this and I wrote it AGES go :P I mean...we're talking a year ago maybe...;) Anyways, I originally wrote it just to get feelings out and stuff but I thought I'd upload it and make it a Sam-Carly kinda poem :P So, enjoy! And please review! I really want to know what you think cause it's my first poem and stuff :P So here! :D

She told me I was the reason.

She told me my friends were sick of me.

She told me not to bother.

She told me to stop trying.

She told me she hated me that she always has.

She told me to stop everything.

She told me to stop being me.

She told me to change.

She doesn't know.

She doesn't know I have defences.

She doesn't know that I know all this.

She doesn't know that I've tried to change.

She doesn't know that I didn't choose to be this.

She doesn't know that I do what I can to make myself feel worth it or better about myself.

She doesn't know that I try to build myself up, because no one else can.

It's who I am.

Hard to believe that we're sisters