Worth it.
Sometimes she's as clueless as the fool she's in love with.
I caught her again. I caught her crying.
It's funny how she thinks that no one can hear her. She lives in a house of ninjas for kami's sake.
She's sitting on the garden bench with her head in her hands.
No moon as her light, just a small flicker in the lantern above her head.
She always goes to the same spot, every second night to cry.
It seems I only see her when she cries now a days, thanks to the father she desperately wants to love her.
His love isn't worth it.
It's no mystery why she's crying.
Her heart aches again, and it's not cause of what Neji did.
The only person who would be oblivious to it would be the dobe himself.
I use to think it wasn't possible for someone to be that clueless, but he proved me wrong.
I hate being proved wrong.
I think I hate her crying more though, it's the reason why people think she's pathetic. Well besides the fact that she is disgustingly shy.
I hate that she tries so hard and gets no where. I hate that she thinks she's useless.
I hate that she loves him. He doesn't deserve it anyways, that stupid dobe.
He's not worth it.
He's always running after that traitor crazed maniac.
It's pathetic. Are all girls in love that pathetic?
How many times does their hearts have to break before they realize.
Before the realize that love is just a fantasy. A story old folks tell them to insure another generation of their clan. Crafty buggers, those elders are.
Their selfishness isn't worth it.
Is there really a reason to love, if all it does is make you hurt?
Why do all these stupid girls try so hard to find it?
Personally the only thing love does is make you cry.
And if there's anything I hate more than being wrong, or seeing her cry; It's seeing me cry.
And I refuse to be the one who cries over something stupid like love. It's not worth it.
Loves not worth it.
The hokage taught me many things to further my career as a ninja, to make sure I grow up knowlegable and healthy, but he missed a very important lesson.
I don't need love to survive, I can become strong without. The traitor showed me that. He had the love of most of the village girls, heck he had the love of the whole village. He was everyone's idol.
He had the love of a best friend, the love of a father figure, but all it did was confuse him, hold him back. Look at him now,he's stronger than he's ever been.
I mean I agree with the traitor ignoring love in all but, I'm not crazy like. I may not believe in love, but I believe in loyalty. And that's the only thing I need to survive.
She's done crying now.
She attempts to dry her cheeks, but she misses a few tears. She walks right by me on the brick pathway, not a clue that I had witnessed her in her weakest moments.
She's as clueless as the fool she's in love with.
She's my sister though, and I like her enough so I deal with it. I don't love her though, I don't love anyone.
I won't love anyone, and no one will love me. And if someone does, I won't let them catch me.
I refuse to be slow enough for it to ensnare me, because I sure as hell won't be the one someone catches crying on a bench. That is my oath, that is my ninja way.
Because even though my sister doesn't know it, I know it.
Love, sure as hell ain't worth my tears.
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