I own NOTHING~ in a sing song voice. But I did make up the story all my myself!


I already felt crappy this morning but I think the freezing cold rain is making me feel ten times worst. Crap and I didn't even bring an umbrella. I could have called Yuki for a ride... and while you're at it Shuichi ask for a back massage too. Well that blew up in my face. Why should I expect my cold hearted lover to even give me the time of day. I couldn't get a ride with Hiro because he had a doctors appointment just a couple hours ago so he had to leave early.

I turn the corner to see Yuki and my house up a head. Thank god I feel like if I have to walk any longer I'll drop. A cough erupts from my mouth and I groan when my cough subsides. Ouch major pain in both throat and stomach. As I reach the house I notice that Yuki's car isn't here. Great so even if I called I still wouldn't have a ride. I sigh loudly and search my pockets for the house keys. After what seems like years I find them and I open the door. I look around the usually quiet house and slip out of my wet shoes. Crap I don't want to leave a wet trail behind but I also don't want to continue staying in these wet uncomfortable clothes. Sorry Yuki I promise to clean the mess up.

I quickly but cautiously jog to the bathroom and close the door. Another painful dry cough scratches painfully in my throat. Oh god that hurt a lot. I turn on the water and strip out of my wet, cold clothes while waiting for the water to warm up. After stripping down I slip into the shower and let out a quiet content sigh. Mmnn the warm water felt amazing on my cold skin. As I defrost I begin to wash my pink hair being careful not to get any shampoo into my eyes. I quietly hum a song I heard on the radio earlier. The tune stuck into my head. The music sounded familiar but I didn't push myself to figure out what song it is.

After washing my hair I move next to my body which is now warm but I still feel cold. Weird. My mind starts to wonder and I remember last night. Yuki and I got into a humongous fight last night about something I don't even remember. Yeah let's just say I slept on the floor...in the coat closet. I begged for forgiveness but I don't think he forgave me. Yuki is probably still really pissed at me so I better hurry up and clean the horrid, wet mess that I probably made when I ran to the bathroom. I quickly finish my shower and slip out of it. As fast as I can I dry myself and wrap the towel around my waist and speed walk to the bedroom. As I left the bathroom, freezing cold air hits my slightly warm skin. I shiver and enter Yuki and my bedroom. More like Yuki's bedroom and my once in every blue moon, when Yuki felt like it bedroom. Which we all know is really, really, really rare.

I search through my stuff and pull out a black shorts that reaches my knees, and a green t-shirt. I speedily slip into the clothes and debate on whether I should put on a sweater or should quickly clean up the water trail I made. Before I could decide on an answer I hear the front door open and a grumbling Yuki. Shit! Yuki+pissed+last night's fight+wet trail+me=Hugely Pissed off Fire Breathing Dragon Yuki! I grab my cell phone and put it into my pocket and quickly sneak into the storage room and grab the mop. I walk towards the front door as casually as I can to make it look like I wasn't staring off into space earlier.

I look up to see Yuki's eye twitch crazily. As calm as I can I say, " Oh good evening Yuki. Welcome home...I was just about to clean thi..."I didn't even get to finish my sentence. He exploded.

" You damn brat! Why the hell did you make such a damn mess!"He roars loudly. He yanks the mop out of my hand and throws it to the side. Crap, crap, crap I shouldn't have hesitate to clean the mess earlier! He grabs me roughly by the collar and drags me to the door.

"Yuki no! I'm sorry, I seriously was about to clean it up. Please forgive me!" I beg loudly but he ignores my pleas once again and opens the door. The force from him opening it made the door slam loudly against the wall. I shake and cry out some more. The late fall rain looking unwelcoming again. He throws me out, slams the door and locks it. I fall hard on the cement steps and scrape my knee. Quick pain shoots through my knee but I ignore it. "Yuki please open the door! I said I was sorry, I seriously was about to clean the mess! Yuki!" I cry but he doesn't answer. I cough really loudly from the scream and try to catch my breath. Then I scream, beg, and cry for a couple of hours, then give up because I don't know how much more my throat or voice can take. I let out one more beg and I get silence as my answer.

I look at the large door for awhile longer hoping Yuki will open it but he doesn't. I sigh and turn around and go down the stairs. The cold air slaps me across the face and the freezing cold rain pelts hard on my skin. The cold water leaves goosebumps all over my skin and I shiver. I look as my breath make a cloud in front of me. Crap the temperature dropped. I should probably call Hiro and see if I can go to his apartment. I whip out my cell phone and scroll down the small screen to find Hiro's name. My thumb then hovers above the call button. Didn't he say he had to go to his house to drop off something for his mom? Well fuck nothing is going my way today!

I cough again this time longer than I did earlier. A few minutes later I try to catch my breath. Damn even though I don't get sick a lot (which is really weird for someone who has anaemia) I can't afford to get sick now. The band and I are recording our last song for our cd tomorrow. This is going to be the first time that we get the cd done before the deadline. K was going to celebrate and Tohma was going to give us a week off for our hard work. Dammit I can't let everyone down! I refuse to get sick you hear me refuse! I whip out my cell phone again and scroll down my contact list to the R section. Ryuichi you're going to have to be my saviour for tonight. I click the call button and cross my finger as I listen to my phone ring. Please pick up Ryuichi please! The rain starts to become faster and harder and I hear a rumble in the distance.

"Hiya Shu-chan what's up?" a happy upbeat voice sings into my ear. Gosh thank you for people like Ryuichi-san!

" Uhh hi Ryuichi-san. Um I hate to bother you but can I stay over tonight, Yuki kicked me out and I don't think I should be there tonight," I ask him. I shiver hard as the cold air once again whips me hard on my exposed skin. I hear a giggle on the other end.

"Of course Shu-chan! Forget about that grumpy old meanie and Ryu-chan is going to help you out. Nya nya!" Ryuichi-san squeals in my ear. " Where are you? I'll come pick you up. We'll have a mini sleep over!"

"Oh I'm at XXX St. By the Shoppers Drug mart," I inform him. (A.N. I couldn't think of a street name so please bare with me..)

" Oh okay I'll be there in a few minutes. See ya in a few" he says.

"Yeah thanks again Ryuichi-san!" I thank him again.

"No problem! Now don't move so that me and Mr. Kumagoro can find you!" he chants.

"Okay see you soon," I reply.

"BYE!" and then the phone goes silent. I hang up my phone and let out a tiny groan. My stomach turns in the most uncomfortable way and I lean against the wall. I slide down slowly onto the wet ground and let the cold rain hit me some more. After a couple of minutes of watching cars wizz by me and the occasional spray from the puddles they drive in, Ryuichi's silver car appears in front of me thank god!

" Gah Shu-chan why are you outside dressed like that? You look so pale. How long have you been out here?" Ryuichi asks me nervously. He passes me one of his jackets while holding an umbrella over our heads keeping us dry. I gratefully slip into the fabric but it does nothing for my temperature.

" I was outside dressed like this a few hours ago when Yuki kicked me out of the house," I tell him. He nods his head slowly and helps me up. He gives me a quick scan but before I can ask him what's wrong his mood immediately changes.

"Yay sleep over time! Mr. Kumagoro and I wanted to have a sleepover with you since forever. Now we finally get to do it. We're so happy," he squeals. He grabs my hand and drags me to his car. I enter first and is greeted with warm air hitting my face. I quickly apologize for making his car seat wet and he shake his head as he too enters.

" Shu-chan I'm not going to get mad at you for that. The seat isn't a person and I don't care because you're more important than it," he explains to me as we start to speed down the streets. My heart then clenches and I try to fight back tears. Why did Ryuichi showed more compassion for me than Yuki my own Freaking lover? I didn't realize I fell asleep until Ryuichi woke me up in his house.

NEXT MORNING...OOOOOO

"Shu-chan are you sure you want to go to work today?" Ryuichi asks me nervously. Ever since he heard me coughing he doesn't want me to go to work.

" No I'm fine. Thanks again for letting me stay the night," I thank him. He nods slowly and looks at me.

"Let me at least drive you to the studio. It's still raining and I think there's going to be a huge thunderstorm later," he suggest. I know I would loose in this fight so I allow him to. Once we're on our way to the studio Ryuichi turns off the radio.

" Shuichi has Yuki been treating you good. The reason you told me for him kicking you out sounds mean and just plain wrong. Also you look pail as ice. It worries me," he starts.

"Oh no he's just been really cranky lately because his deadline is due today, so he should be back to normal stress level after tonight when he hands in the manuscript," I explain to Ryuichi. He hums quietly to himself.

" If you want to stay over again you can," he offers to me. I blush.

"Thank you but no thank you. I can probably go home tonight without him shitting bricks again," I reassure him. He nods and the rest of the car ride is silent. I don't notice Ryuichi giving me worried glances every few minutes.

AFTER WORK...OOOOOO

It's raining bath tubs and the temperature dropped even more but I'm so happy though. Tohma was so happy and impress with the cd songs that he extended our vacation for three weeks. THREE WEEKS! As awesome as it sounds I'm once again walking in this crazy weather because Hiro had to leave early again. DAM YOU HIRO! K offered to drive me home but I feel so guilty. So here I am trudging through this rain. Another bad thing is that I feel like I'm spinning around in a circle really fast. I haven't even made it to the second block and I've already stopped five times to stop myself from falling flat on my face. I continue to trudge through the rain as I feel my stomach continue to flip around in a weird way.

Feeling nauseous earlier I worry for how much longer I am going to last. I continue to drown in my thoughts when I hear it loud and clear like a siren.

"Is that Shuichi Shindou?"

"OMG that is him."

Then more and more voices joined in but the next voice was the one that scared the living hell out of me.

"Let's go get his autograph!"

"Yea let's do it."

I hear them running towards me and I immediately panic and run. SHIT! Not now! Please not now! Running immediately breathing then becomes difficult and I feel like I'm spinning around even faster. No, no, no!

"Hurry we're gaining on him!"

"Strange he seems slower today!"

Damn not good! NOT GOOD. I start to stumble trying not to bump into things and objects but I know I'm not going to last any longer. My stomach once again does a uncomfortable flip and I instantly knew I'm not going to make it. So I let myself fall. Fall into the darkness that wanted me more than him.

Television/Radio Broadcast

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Ladies and gentlemen, the ever famous Shuichi Shindou has collapse and was rushed to Faith Hospital. It didn't look to good for the young singer and rumour is that the young man has anaemia. What was he doing walking in the freezing cold rain in shorts and a thin sweater? No one really knows. We all hope that the young pop star gets well soon.

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HI there thanks to everyone for reading and commenting on my pathetic story. YEA! So i love Shu-chan and Yuki sooo I wrote this. Once again thank you for reading this!