My first fanfiction *squeal*. It's Wes's diary, which you already know through the title. Wow! That was pointless. Anyway my Best friend is soon to going write a fanfiction were Niff finds this and confront Wes. Of course it will be mentioned in the story but she will write about them actually reading it since she loves her Niff and I love her! I hope you guys like it and I'm sorry for the really long intro. ;D
Dear diary,
I can't do this anymore, especially with Niff watching my every move. I think even Blaine is realizing that I don't really have a girlfriend. I'm in deep. I know no one would judge me but it still terrifies me. I thought it was just a phase, common actually, to have these thoughts about another guy. Noticing how they laugh or the light in their eyes. Well it's at common Dalton where everyone is gay but not in the outside world or at my home...
Anyway, I'm glad I got a A+ in my Chem test hopefully my dad will be proud. Who am I kidding he won't be unless I got 100%. I know what your thinking diary, a stereotypical Asian household but stereotypes are based on actual facts.
David and I went to the Lima bean with Trent today, he kept making comments about how he felt like he was third wheeling. It must all seem like a joke to Trent but to me, it really fucking hurts! I want Trent to be the third wheel, I want to write in this while cradled in David's lap with no secrets to keep, I want him. More than anything else. But here's the thing diary, Life sucks.
Wes
Sorry it's short but I have college and a tub of fat-free ice-cream in the freezer. The next one will be longer, I promise and I NEVER break promises. Love you all already. Oooo, alliteration! Sorry do I ramble to much? Oh well. No ones forcing you to read this.
