Chapter 1: Introduction
I wasn't like this at first. I felt nothing, everyday was a grey void. No emotions, no wants, nothing. I was alone and peaceful, no one even knew I existed. I would sit alone in class, my face looking at the teacher then at my notes. I also sat alone at lunch, and biked home alone. Normally it would've been sad, but remember, I had no emotions. Until… she came along.
It was a Monday morning, when I was standing next to one of the cherry blossom trees, watching the familiar faces pile in. Nothing special, everyone was their same "Monday blues infected" self. Until I saw a girl with the face of an angel walk in, a one strapped bag over her shoulder, and long, black hair down her back. It was then my heart beat raced, and I felt what I had never felt. Love. It was often talked about and chased by many. I never imagine I'd experience it myself. It got scarier as this beautiful, pale-skinned figure walked over to the tree I had claimed. When she got closer I had to look away, playing with my necklace to keep myself calm. She spoke to me, and her voice made my heart melt.
"Excuse me? I'm new here." Came a gentle, soft voice. "I wanted to introduce myself so I don't stick out. What's your name?" She asked. I began trembling softly.
"I-I'm… Yandere." I stuttered, hating myself. I swallowed hard and asked for her name in a soft voice.
"My name is kinda silly; my parents thought it was a cute idea. My name is Senpai." She answered with a slight giggle in her voice.
Senpai. The girls name was Senpai, and it was oddly enough fitting for how I felt for her. This new emotion was so powerful, everything was new and strange.
"It's nice to meet you Yandere." Senpai said, holding out her hand. I wanted to reach out and shake it, no, hold it forever, but I couldn't gather the strength.
"Um, i-i-it's nice to m-meet you to Senpai." I said, my voice getting weaker. Senpai sensed I was feeling weird, and decided to let me be.
"I'm gonna go to my first class, but maybe I'll talk to you later. Bye." She says, waving back as she walked away from me. As she walked away I slowly regained composure. My heart slowed, and with a deep breath I felt back to normal. Well, not quite. I still longed for Senpai. She taught me how to feel emotions in the short time I had talked to her, she was clearly meant for me. No other guy would have her. She was mine, and that was not up for negotiation.
"Senpai…" I whispered. "We will be together."
I slowly began walking to class, watching my future lover.