This is the prologue to my new Jatie fic. It's really scattered around, but mainly because I was trying to get inside Katie's thoughts. I feel like she'd be the person that thinks of five things at once and stuff... I don't know why, but. xD

Yeah, anyways. It's really short, and I don't know exactly where I'm going to take it from here, but there will be other ships in this. They're going to be Logan and Camille, Kendall and Jo, and Carlos and Corndog. ... Nah. I'm actually going to have an OC for Carlos, I think, or I might put him with an existing character. I haven't decided yet because, like I said, this doesn't have much direction to it yet. Just a little idea that I wanted to start up before I let it get the worst of me. xD

I'm probably going to have the first chapter out in a few days, and that will contain the vital information that is needed for this story.

. I haven't written in first person in so long, so feel free to correct me if I put in any 'Katie thought' or anything like that. This entire story is going to be Katie's POV, so.

ANYWAYS.

Go on and read now.

Disclaimer: lololol I said go on and read and you still have to read the fact that I don't own the boys.

... okay now you can read.

Okay, so in high school it's sometimes considered pathetic to have a crush on someone five years older than you. It's a pointless crush—impossible to happen. Especially when that crush is a member of a boy band.

Well, for me it wasn't impossible for me for that reason. More so the fact that I had known said boy for my entire life—seriously, he was at the hospital the day I was born. He even held me before my big brother! My brother was of course so scared he was going to not hold me properly, and I'd roll out of his arms and onto the ground. The video was honestly the greatest black mail available on Kendall.

But I had grown up with Kendall and his friends—I had learned from them, and upon entering schooling was easily annoyed with the dweebs in my grade level, so I stuck with the guys. Even though sometimes I get lonely, it was the best life choice I've made.

People my age now a days are idiots for the most part, and though my four(three if you exclude my silly little crush) elder brothers are too, they're still more bearable than the people trying to get my attention. Besides, now I couldn't even make an actual friend because of my brothers. People were more interested in my connections than my actual personality. Not that I minded—it was easy to reject them.

I'm getting off track, aren't I?

Right, in high school you're an idiot to crush on anyone too much older than you, and I disagreed! My own parents were eight years apart, so there isn't any reason that I couldn't have an interest in older boys.

There may be a reason that I couldn't do anything about my preferred older boy, however.

Have you ever heard of the 'friend zone'? You're stuck being your crush's friend—you can't work your way up to a higher status—it's impossible to be anything more than friends. Okay, not impossible to be best friends, and I specify this because of what Carlos would input right here—'I can't even be best friends with her? This stinks!'

Well, no matter what, I was stuck in something similar to the friend zone. I liked to call it the sister zone.

No, idiots, I'm not in love with Kendall Knight, my elder brother.

Nor do I love Carlos Garcia.

Nor Logan Mitchell.

Nope.

I, Katie Knight, was in love with (or falling in love with in the least) none other than James Diamond.

Hmm. Yeah. I don't love it too much, and I might change it and modify it a bit eventually, but I just really wanted to get something for this posted.

So, review if you feel like it. I'd appreciate it if you did... I mean... There isn't much to review so far... But... But... Okay, I'm not really sure how you can review, but even if you just put a '...' as a review I'd probably send the boys out to hug you because reviews make me happy.

I don't even know why I'm still rambling on...

^ lots of dots.

BYE NOW.

lol finally bye.