Hi everyone! Yes i am still alive and im back with a new Konata/Kagami story! Ok i want as much criticism i can get so please, give it all you got. This is a pretty short chapter compared to the others i have written up for the whole story. i have to type up the rest of the chapters so that may take me some time but enough with my rambling! Enjoy :3
Dear Diary,
So, you know that feeling that you get when you drink the best hot chocolate in the world? You feel the drink go down to your stomach and from there the warmth flows through you, making you feel warm and safe and you know that the more you drink it , the better you know your gonna feel. You can feel your face getting warm and your stomach feels warm and fuzzy and you feel just plain happy. Yeah, you know that feeling? I wish I knew that feeling too.
I feel a small rush whenever im around that girl but so far nothing like what I've heard its supposed to feel like. Sometimes I wish that that blue haired girl could see what my actions really mean. I just wish she could understand and would like me back the same way I like her; so that I could experience that warm fuzzy feeling that I've heard so much about. I'm close to going crazy! It's like that scratch on your back that you can't reach and no matter how hard you try you can't get rid of it. It annoys you half to death but once you've scratched it, it feels so much better. That's how I feel about Konata. She's a pain but I've seen her caring side and she's always embarrassing me but its helped me break out of my shell I guess. Bah, I don't know what I'm going to do about this girl. Hopefully tomorrow won't be as chaotic as usual.
Kagami
I closed my diary and stood up from my desk. It was getting close to my bed time and I needed to get ready so that I could actually get up in the morning. Luckily I had already finished my homework earlier and I already took my shower. This gave me some extra time to relax and distract myself from anymore thoughts of my best friend. I picked up the book I was reading and laid in my bed. With the window open and a light breeze coming in, a good book that I've been getting really interested in and a nice cup of tea, usually nothing would be able to distract me. But the more I kept trying to read, the harder It became to keep reading. With a loud sigh, I closed the book and laid it on my night stand next to my somewhat beat up alarm clock. I sat up and looked out into the night sky.
I had already resigned myself that I liked my best friend. I thought that, since ignoring it wasn't really helping my situation, by admitting to myself I liked her, I thought I would feel better and understand myself better. But it looks like I was wrong. Now I don't concentrate on a way I feel, but rather on a way to change the feelings and situation I'm in.
Don't get me wrong, I've come to terms with the fact I like both men and women(though in Konata's case its more like "girl" then "woman"). I just want a way to feel something more the unrequited love. Though I'm sure that if Konata found out about my type of thinking, she'd call me a "tsundere" or something and make fun of me.
I Glance back at my clock. Shoot, its already 10:30. Oh well, I better get to bed. As I closed my window, I saw a shooting star flash through the sky. It was so quick that there was no way I could have said my wish three times. I closed my eyes and said my wish once, just for kicks and half wishing it would come true. I wrote down my wish in my diary so that I wouldn't forget in case it actually did come true. I closed up the window, turned off the lights, and crawled into bed. I said my wish two more times and fell straight to sleep. Tomorrow feels like its going to be a tiring day.
And there you have it! chapter one! so hand out the criticism i can take it I'm a tough cookie. but also please use nice language. also tell me what you thought of the summary i used for the story. Thank you :)
