Just jump. The pain won't hurt you then.
She looked down, and saw her fate. If she doesn't do it, she'll continue living in anguish. To think, she once lived a wonderful life.
Just jump. The pain won't hurt you then.
It was, at first, a life of luxury, to say the least. She lived in a big mansion, in a jewel-encrusted Pokeball. She was mostly living with those of high class. But then, that life was taken away. She was kicked out, and was forced to live as a street cat. However in her time of need, she met someone.
Just jump. The pain won't hurt you then.
Suddenly, it seemed her life had meaning again. Oh, sure, they were living on the streets, but she felt…comfortable about it. Plus, she began to have feelings for this one Pokemon. A Persian, to be exact. Then….something changed.
Just jump. The pain won't hurt you then.
The two started having fights. At first, it was small bickering, but it eventually grew into legitimate fights. At one point, it got so bad, that she passed out after an attack. When she woke up, it was evening. She wanted the fighting to stop. She wanted to love him, and be loved back. She slowly, but surely made her way back. She was ready to talk to him, to make amends. But what she saw…
Oh, what she saw…
Just jump. The pain won't hurt you then.
Distraught, she was on her own, again. She spent four days, living mostly in alleyways, dodging those wanting do….undesireable things to her. The nights were so cold, the fact she hadn't died of pneumonia was astounding. But maybe that's because, she wants to die a different way.
Just jump. The pain won't hurt you then.
She found a building tall enough for such a task. An apartment building. Good enough. She snuck in through an air vent left open, and crawled around until she found the perfect spot. The roof.
Just jump. The pain won't hurt you then.
At last, she found her fate. All she has to do is jump off the ledge, and it will all end. No more pain, no more fear, no more distrust. All she has to do is jump. Just jump. The pain won't hurt you then….
"Whaddya think ya doin'?!"
She turned and saw a figure in the shadows. "(I'm ending my life. What does it look like I'm doing?)" She said quietly, in her Meowth tongue. "Well, why'd ya wanna do that? You've got a life, why not keep it?" Said the shadowy figure, sounding awfully familiar. "(Do I kno….no, it doesn't matter. It is true that I have a life. A very, VERY shitty life, but a life nonetheless.)" "Well, things always get worse before they get bettah. Ya gots to understand dat." "(Ha. Yeah, sorry. I don't believe in that bullshit. I had a good life, then that was taken away from me. Then I found something that I THOUGHT would make my life better, but it made my life oh so much worse. How about you just leave me alone, okay? I would like to die in peace.)" The shadowy figure walked closer to her. "(What, are you fucking deaf now? Leave! Did you not hear me?! LEAVE! LET ME DIE!)" "NO! Look, why doncha hang out at my place for tha time being? Get back on your feet, and get bettah?" "(Oh, no! I know where this'll go! First, you take me in, sorta help me out and whatnot. We live in a place not so great, but that's fine. Then I'll start falling for you, wanting to be with you! But then come the arguments, and then the fighting, and then one day, in a scuffle, you'll clock the everloving shit out of me! I'll wake up, wanting to end all of this, and declare my love for you! But, SURPRISE! I see you fucking some other Pokemon's brains out! So, now I'm on my own again, living in fuck knows what, all the while running away from some Pokemon who want to fuck me up my ass so hard, that I'm pretty sure if you opened my mouth, you'd see a dick in there! And then, I want to end my life, and so I find a building to leap off of, then some other guy comes in to stop me, and then I have this exact same conversation and…AAGH! JUST LET ME DIE!)"
The shadowy figure grabs a hold of her, and picks her up. She starts pounding on him, and screaming in retaliation. "(DID YOU NOT HEAR A WORD OF WHAT I JUST SAID?! I WANT TO DIE! YOU HEAR ME?! D-I-E! I'VE GOT NO NEED OF ANY KIND OF HELP, ASSHOLE! HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO GO ON?! HUH?! I DON'T WANT TO LIV-)" "SHADDUP! Look, you're living with me, Meowzie, and that's final!" The figure yelled out, leaving her shocked at one word. "(H-how do you know my name?)" "Ya don't recognize me? It's me, Meowth!" She couldn't pinpoint it at first, but then she took a closer look at his face, and it suddenly clicked. He was speaking the human language, and yet he looked like a Pokemon. He was standing on twos, instead of a normal Meowth. She could now figure out who it was. It was a Meowth she knew. A Meowth she use to turn away for being a street cat. A Meowth who always tried everything in his power to impress her. A Meowth she once dubbed a "freak".
"(You? Out of all the Pokemon that could come to get me out of this, it's you?)" Asked Meowzie. "Yeah, I know it's kinda weird, but I don' wanna see people end themselves. Especially not someone like yous." She looks at him, surprised at what he said. "(You'd really do this? Even if I called you a fr-)" "Yeah, best not ta remind me of dat." "(Sorry. And sorry about that, really. I know you meant well.)" Meowth just smiled at her. "Ah, it's alright. Ya got your tastes." She smiled in return. He carried her over to the door, that leads down into the building. "(You have an apartment here? Is it a two-bedroom?)" "I do, but it's just one bedroom. You can sleep on da bed if ya like. I'll sleep on da couch." "(Thank you, but if I'm sleeping on the bed, can you sleep with me? I don't want to be alone.)" He stopped and looked at her, extremely nervous. "Sure." They make their way to the apartment door, unlock it, and head on in. "(Oh, Meowth? Thank you. For everything.)" "No problem, Meowzie. Stay as long as ya like."
I just realized I wrote this close to two weeks after Robin Williams commited suicide….oops. In all seriousness, he was a great actor, a funny comedian, and he was an anime fan, so that's definitely something. RIP. So, this is the start of my M-rated fanfic! Yeah, I really wanted to do one, for some deluded reason. Oh, and yeah, all of Meowzie's dialogue for a while's gonna be in parenthesis. Why did I say a while? You'll see... And if you think I really dropped the ball on grammar when it comes to Meowth, what I was trying to do was recreate his New York accent.