Something I wrote last year on my birthday which everyone forgot about and decided to make my life more of a hell.
"You say you never see me, but you tease me relentlessly.
What is it about me you hate? My eyes? My mouth?
Please tell me.
Your tormenting me without repent.
Why do you see me just to beat me?
I don't understand.
It would help to know what I did wrong.
Please tell me I want to know.
You left me here bleeding from the inside out.
My heart is crying out, my soul torn inside out.
Why must you hurt me so?
I did nothing.
You should know that as I'm writing this I'm dying.
It's all your fault.
Just remember it's all your fault as I hope this remains:
You will always be the one to blame.
Love, The Broken Doll of your Past"
Suddenly throughout the block a shot was heard. Neighbors from all the houses rushed out to see. There sitting in her windowsill was a girl, a gunshot threw her chest. A boy ran into the house speechless and up to the room. The note was laid next to the girl with the tear streaks on her face and the gunshot to her heart. The boy read the note and broke down. He saw the gun laying there in her hand. He grabbed her gun filled hand with his two unfilled hands. Before another bang rang around the block the boy whispered four words to the form of the broken and shattered girl.
"It's your fault too."
With that said another bang was heard around the block. The neighbors found them hand in hand, one sitting and one kneeling beside. Tear streaks down both faces as one looked out the window leaning on the wall, the other looking up to the other the face in the lap. Both lovers killed by the other stained with their own blood. One crying in heaven, one begging for forgiveness in Hell. The girl buried under the weeping willow and the boy buried under the oak tree. The weeping willow bending over her grave forever crying. The oak leaning towards the crying tree trying to reach out to it.
The Crying Angel and Repenting Devil
-Esther
02/13/08 (my b-day)
hope you like it
-Esther